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I'm sad because I'm completely torn. I dunno what to do. I was so angry yesterday, I coulda taken someones head off, I was just enraged. Dan was being such a dick. I sort want to get back together with Dan, but I want him to get out and enjoy the world a little bit. Plus I don't think that I can get back together with him right now, not with the way I feel about Brad, it wouldn't be fair to Dan, or Brad. I like just being single and doing whatever I want. I'm not responsible for anyone but myself, and I like it that way. I dunno what I'm going to do over x-mas break, Brad is leaving and I'm afraid of how much I'm going to miss him. I'm trying my best not to get to attatched to him. I don't wanna have a sucky holiday. Perhaps I can go and visit him over break.... Well anywho, went swimming last night, it was fun, Amanda and Brad were there, Brad ignored me for the first little while (and that made me miss Dan because Dan would never do that), but then he came and hung out with me and Amanda. We met a bunch of people in Keene on the 2nd floor, I made it through about an hour of a movie, went and sat with Brad for like 30min and watched him play magic, then I just got so bored that I stole his room key and came back up to his room and went to sleep. Alex ordered pizza and it was good. I dunno where she got it from, but it was the best that I've had in a while... looked up most of the info for my GSO paper, started working on my koi fish mask. the mask shouldn't be to hard, the paper is though, it has to be 7-10 pgs long, and it's about my career, blah. I'm gonna go eat my other pop tart. See everyone later...