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Knowing just how the story goes, and more than that, knowing how my stories always go...
I predict nothing but some good memories will come out of this.
Things that have already happened.
A quick glimpse of what things have the potential TO be.
but
they won't.
Because it's me.
Me.
And i guess it's not a matter of feeling sorry for myself, or feeling sad.
Just gotta get over it.
I have forgotten Dario the 3rd day of March.
and now onward to deleting traces, places, and moments. :P
I am so dramatic about things.
Really it's super simple.
He's not ready to let her go.
And i'm not willing to wait around.
I went through 7 months of that last year.
Let's make it count this year, no? Put me first? That's not being selfish is it?
Well, putting me first would mean I would be a total bitch and act & do things to get what i Want... right?
But it's just not in me... I don't do things the dirty way.
Besides, it's not her, it's him.
He can't take his foot out from behind him, and while he's trying to step forward with the other... if the other is still stuck behind, there is no way to ever get ahead... atleast not with me.
So it's okay.
in the end of it all, it is Okay.
But man oh man, it was sweet & refreshing & it felt so damn good.
From the Start. His words. From the Start.
I predict nothing but some good memories will come out of this.
Things that have already happened.
A quick glimpse of what things have the potential TO be.
but
they won't.
Because it's me.
Me.
And i guess it's not a matter of feeling sorry for myself, or feeling sad.
Just gotta get over it.
I have forgotten Dario the 3rd day of March.
and now onward to deleting traces, places, and moments. :P
I am so dramatic about things.
Really it's super simple.
He's not ready to let her go.
And i'm not willing to wait around.
I went through 7 months of that last year.
Let's make it count this year, no? Put me first? That's not being selfish is it?
Well, putting me first would mean I would be a total bitch and act & do things to get what i Want... right?
But it's just not in me... I don't do things the dirty way.
Besides, it's not her, it's him.
He can't take his foot out from behind him, and while he's trying to step forward with the other... if the other is still stuck behind, there is no way to ever get ahead... atleast not with me.
So it's okay.
in the end of it all, it is Okay.
But man oh man, it was sweet & refreshing & it felt so damn good.
From the Start. His words. From the Start.