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The big day i stomorrow. i'm kind of getting really nervous. its going to be wierd living somewhere where i will be there most of the time. now its like im never home, but up there i wiwll always be home. dad and kim have gone all out for me, like giving me the dining room wasnt enough already they went out and got me a bed and all this other stuff.....9:00 o'clock tomorrow morning...blast off. i kept telling my self not too much would be changing, but its a big change. im terrified i'm going to move up there and be less then their wildest dreams.....i could be this huge disappointment and they will hate me because they went all the fuck out making room for me. what if i cant find a job with my hair? what if things with me and sshaun dont work out? thats just what i need, being heartbroken with no friends to help......i've been so excited, absolutly counting the days for weeks....noe im just plain scared......