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today started out awful. woken up by a alarm clack that was locked away at 6 in the morning so i had to go down and pull the fuse to shut it off. then i went into school and felt really pukey, then i got a hug, that felt nice....but he probabaly didnt want to give it to me....i don't know. so i broke down in mr. russo's cuz i'm cool like that and went to the nurse. i talked to her for a while and she was really awsome and made me feel alot better. nurse reed = teh coolest award. then since i was crying so much she let me go lay down and i passed out for two hours completly missing english, but im pretty sure we were only watching a movie anyway. then in science i found out i had a high metabolism, but it was a very inaccurate test that was obviously wrong. lunch was nice because i have people like jon and tayler who care about me and hug me, and i think thats all i really want at times like now. in math i found out that in a week i brought up my average from a 39.8(F) to a 69.8(d+) and i'm staying after next week so i should be just fine in time for graduation, wich was a huge part of what was making me so depressed , so that was a little wieght off my shoulders. but there is still alot there and my neck is starting to hurt. so i don't know what i'm doing tonight, i have a couple options. tayler never got a hold of kk so i dont think i'm going there, wich is probably for the best, ericente want me to go to less than jake, jon wants to chill and i am engaged to him so it would be fun, and i may be chillin with beth if she calls me. or i might sit at home feeling sorry for myself and crying alot..one never knows.....