Love is Suicide

Sep 04, 2005 14:32

I’m enjoying my new job, and I like all of my co-workers. It feels really good having so much going on at once. I developed some weird work ethic this summer, and maybe a bit of maturity. Before this summer I don’t think I could have handled a job and school, but now I’m taking care of both and I’m in this great band, and have this great girlfriend.

Me and Robin and AK and Andrew have been going on frequent double dates as of late. We’re like the fucking Gatsby’s. You remember, those really cool couples always hanging out together, and having lavish parties.

The speech class that I signed up for with Jenna, my ex-girlfriend is actually fun. We’re getting along well, and it feels nice to be able to joke around with her again like the old days. It’s very reminiscent of the beginnings of our former friendship. The days when everything was fresh and new, and innocent and fun.

Pastel (Claude/AK/Jena), is still strong and completely stable, just like all relationships in my life right now. Our two month anniversary is in nine days. We paint together, we read together, we dream together. I really love this band. Ashley K just bought some new drum mics, and the band is buying a P.A. system very soon. A band clique is beginning to form around us and our closest friends. With us all having school, work, and other obligations we’re still making time for practice four times a week.

I've decided that the whole quitting everything thing isn't the best way to handle things. Hadn't been drunk in almost three months? I'll just start limiting myself. I'm not the same person I was at the beginning of the summer, and I feel now I can handle things better.

Love,
Claude
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