Nov 16, 2005 22:54
kiss my sweet ass. ::smiles::
And sam was amazing at open mic night tonight. His first song rocked, second was good, third was okay. It reminded me of the night we met, except he wasn't staring at me hehe. And I definitely had that "shit eating grin" on my face that I get when he places, especially in public places. I dunno, something about him staning up in front of the mic and strumming the guitar... ohhhh soooo hott! It reminded me how much I love him, and how I really have so much faith in us, in our future, but I'm not going to concentrate on the future. I'm concentrating on the now, on US now. and I've actually NOTICED that we're not fighting as much lately... which is good. I know we have our problems, but... it's weird, because despite that, I've never loved anyone as much as I've loved Sam. And I truly believe we have what it takes, and what it takes to make it GREAT.
It's so funny because my family soooo does not approve of my sisters boy Kevin, but they LOVE SAM! Lol, and I know they have faith in us too. I feel bad for Lauren though, cause it hurts when people close to you or your loved one doesn't approve of you guys. But ya know what I've discovered?! Who the heck cares what others think?! BEcause they don't know everything, lol, they don't know the real you or the real him/her. It's up to you guys to decide if you're right for each other, and let the other people think what they want. They can not like you, which kinda sucks, but ya know, not everyone is gonna like you. It's the important people to you that matter. I'm glad Kevin makes Lauren happy. I think that's truly what matters, and my family needs to see that. ::smiles:: I admire Lauren for standing up to them and telling them basically to keep their comments to themselves and that she doesn't care what they think because they don't know the real Kevin. He is a nice guy, as far as I know. And she's so much happier with him than I've seen her with anyone else. Yeah, they have their problems at times too, but they work through it, and concentrate on the now as well.
Lol, I totally got my period today, but I'm simply in the best mood. ::smiles:: I had a really good night, and a good day. Sam wasn't feeling well so I made some spaghetti for him and brought it to his dorm. I also went to walmart and got some ramen, soup, and corn for him so he will have SOMETHING to eat. ::smiles:: He was so cute when he saw me today too. Hehe, and he devoured the food, which was expected.
Lol, it sounds like my roommate is breaking up with her boyfriend on the phone right now. But, that won't last, probably not even after the phone call, at most til tomorrow! Lol, she can get SOOOOO NASTY man!
Anyway!!! I can't wait to be home! AND! GUYS- well, Sam, Adrienne, and Justin- I totally pumped my own gas tonight- others- dunask.
OH! And I was driving out of Lowes Food the other day and there was this homeless woman standing there with a sign saying she was homeless and hungry and it was raining and cold. So, I turned my car around, went and parked it, and told her I didn't have any money, but I had a box of cheezits, so I gave those to her. I hope I made her day a little bit better at least.
goodnight guys! God Bless!
sea depth, and so much more.
suzanna