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[classytrashy06]

a poem i just found that i wrote in 2003. i like the flow of it.

you make me sick,
i wanna die,
i watch you waste your life,
while you get high.

im glancing at you,
but do you care?
i'm dying for you,
while i stroke your hair.

if i wasn't crying would you listen,
if i wasn't dying would you want me here,
i have dreams of us together,
but when i wake up your never there.

i hate you,
i dispise you,
your actions sicken me,
i'm using you all for your sex,
but that's okey, cause you use me.

i wanna lick the tears off of your cheeks,
watch you stumble, watch you fall,
watch you crying, watch you crawl,
i wanna eat your pain, and give you mine,
i wanna bite your lips, and kiss on mine,
i want to beat you till you can't get up,
i wanna drain you down, cause you can't love.

i want to make you feel,
i want to make you real, again.

but i'm still sitting here,
and you're hopeless now & insincere.

i want to pull you from your grave,
but it feels so good to see you there...

everything you have is in peices,
and you don't even know,
you smoke away your life,
and you don't even know.

you have nothing,
you have no me,
youre drunken and puking,
without me there to clean.

no help, no love, no future, no dreams,
no present, your crazy, your stuck inbetween.

floating around,
nothing to tie you down,
your spinning, your crazy,
and you're all alone.

i was the only one to listen to your cries,
now without me, youre all made of lies.

you hate me different, but you put me here,
you don't think i killed myself do you?
cause i wouldn't dare.

slit your wrists, i call you names,
i feel you coming closer,
you're driving me insane,
i push you off your edge,
i watch you lose control,
i laugh at this state that you're in,
becuz you're life is such a shame.

and sex is the only reason, that i want you here..
and i want it way too bad.