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Today i woke up and went to the school. it was a parenting day so nobody but some teachers were there. mrs. mckelvie said that i could come up there to work on some of my art for a while. tom came with me because we both had to pay for portfolios. tom makes me feel gross a lot. today especially. i didnt even fix my hair or get out of my pjs (gray capri pants and a bjhs tshirt). oh well.. i went and mrs mckelvie is so much better when you're the only one that's there. i'm going to do something cool i guess. it's one of emilys pictures and i gave her a lot of credit while i was showing her the pictures i maybe wanted to do. mrs. m said she's very good at photography. so i guess that's good. since she's letting me draw some of them. i really liked just sitting up at the school with no one there experimenting with art stuff. now i see why people like it so much. tonight i drove on the parkway and it doesnt really scare me anymore. i love laura and jennifer and lynn and elise. they're all so.. weird. i'm sure everyone from the burger family thinks we are all pretty stupid. i don't know.. last night was fun. kaela, i heard, was worried about me and i think that was very sweet. andrews a little weird but whatever. i enjoyed falling asleep and watching those movies with them.. i started snoring a little bit and i heard myself do it too. i never get to talk to greg anymore. i compare him to everything around me, all the time. i think he is the nicest person i've ever met. i have to wake up early in the morning to get ready for the wedding. i'm so excited for lynn. it almost makes me want to get married. it's so weird.. she's gotton pretty large and still mike loves her. he made the sweetest speech i think i've ever heard tonight.. my face is breaking out so bad because i just stress all the time. elise is going to help me be in the miss madison beauty pagent. i thought it'd be a fun thing to try even though.. the whole thing is pretty useless. i'm not good infront of a crowd or at looking good so we'll see. i always want to be more like melanie. the way she actually cares about things that matter. i know i definately don't care about things that actually matter. i always end up getting upset over things that don't matter at all. i'm sensitive. i guess in all.. today seemed good. on the way home mom got mad at bonnie about her driving so me and bonnie transferred over to the 1 tail lighted broken mirrored minivan.. and i drove home. i told her about what i think about people. it made me feel a lot better. this is ridiculously long and i know it. i wish i was one of those people that were like "DeStIn 4 Spring Break 2006!!!" but haha nope. its gunna be madison doing the same old things i always do for spring break. after all i'm only sixteen and i shouldn't be out doing drugs and getting drunk at the beach. elises phone just rang and the ringtone for it is we wish you a merry christmas? last night i woke bonnie up at 2 59am because i didn't want to be alone at 3. i wanna live near the desert. somewhere like richland WA or something.. it's got a nice desert and the postal service mentions one of their highways in one of their songs. greg told me that... dreamy.
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