Apr 04, 2006 02:26
yeahlara: we were talking about everyone and i said something about your self esteem issue and will was like "what, why?? she's very pretty" then he stopped then said "she has beautiful eyes" and calvin got SOOOOOO Jealous. he kinda flipped without flipping. and will was like what did i do, im just saying. kinda like telling calvin dont worry i like guys!
.....is it bad that ALWAYS get complimented from gay men and like none from straight ones?!
okay...allllllllllllllllll my friends at home are either hooking up with someone or have boyfriends or girlfriends which is making me double question about all the fun I want to have this summer. I'm always going to be the third wheel or not even an option anymore or maybe I'm just talking out of my ass. Either way, this just sucks thinking like this. Is it my turn yet?...I think i've waited long enough, I'm kind of getting lonely and get serious jealous whenever my friends talk about their love interest. Or..am I just being an insane jealous freak?