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I haven't updated this in a very long time and with that, I'm very sorry. Right now, I feel like I should because I have a lot on my mind.
I only listen to this song when I'm extremely sad, when I need a good cry and when someone passes away. I got a phone call from my friend Jenn today when I was over another friend's house hanging out and watching movies and right when I picked it up I knew it was going to be bad. Jenn called me to tell me that Glen's grandma past way. I couldn't help but cry. I cried for Glen, Glen's parents, and my very own Grandma. Glen's grandma had been suffering from Lung cancer for a long time now and now she's at peace. I know Glen isn't doing well at all and neither is his mom. It tears me up inside knowing that I can't do anything for either one of them esp. for Glen since he is so far away. It makes me want to drive down to Pittsburgh and just hug him and make him realize that he isn't alone. I hate it to see the ones I love in pain and suffering. I think that's what hurts the most. I also cried for my Grandma because she's relatively healthy 92 year old women. She only has knee and hip problems but that only comes with age. I'm lucky that nothing is seriously wrong with her. She's the only grandparent that I've ever really known and I don't know what I would do without her. She taught me so much about myself and how to never give up on anything that I do. She taught me a lot about my polish hertiage and language, even though I get a lot of crap for it, I'm proud of it and it's all because of her. Everytime I feel like dropping out of nursing, she keeps saying how proud she is of me and how she can't see me walk across the stage. With that, that makes me keep going and pushing at it. I just hope I don't disappoint her and disappoint anybody esle. I just hope Glen has true friends there that can help him right now. I just hope Glen's family isn't suffering.
I only listen to this song when I'm extremely sad, when I need a good cry and when someone passes away. I got a phone call from my friend Jenn today when I was over another friend's house hanging out and watching movies and right when I picked it up I knew it was going to be bad. Jenn called me to tell me that Glen's grandma past way. I couldn't help but cry. I cried for Glen, Glen's parents, and my very own Grandma. Glen's grandma had been suffering from Lung cancer for a long time now and now she's at peace. I know Glen isn't doing well at all and neither is his mom. It tears me up inside knowing that I can't do anything for either one of them esp. for Glen since he is so far away. It makes me want to drive down to Pittsburgh and just hug him and make him realize that he isn't alone. I hate it to see the ones I love in pain and suffering. I think that's what hurts the most. I also cried for my Grandma because she's relatively healthy 92 year old women. She only has knee and hip problems but that only comes with age. I'm lucky that nothing is seriously wrong with her. She's the only grandparent that I've ever really known and I don't know what I would do without her. She taught me so much about myself and how to never give up on anything that I do. She taught me a lot about my polish hertiage and language, even though I get a lot of crap for it, I'm proud of it and it's all because of her. Everytime I feel like dropping out of nursing, she keeps saying how proud she is of me and how she can't see me walk across the stage. With that, that makes me keep going and pushing at it. I just hope I don't disappoint her and disappoint anybody esle. I just hope Glen has true friends there that can help him right now. I just hope Glen's family isn't suffering.