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so i realize that its been a long ass time since ive done this whole updating thing. i have and still kinda am without a computer that works. i have no idea but the whole underwater experience didnt do much for the computer. i dont know why theyre not made waterproof. hmm i havent really done that much. school starts on thursday and i couldnt be more depressed. i have a lot of stuff going on and school isnt one that i want to deal with. as much as i hated nw i would go back to high school in a minute. high school you knew what to expect. even as a incoming freshmen you had a idea and you knew ppl. i dont kno anyone and really i think ill be ok if things stay that way to be totally honest. i talked to becky last night and that was hard. knowing that everyone is gone and im stuck here going to a school i dont wanna go to, really have lost all of my friendships that i swore i wouldnt lose. i think i might go back to nw for the homecoming football game but i dont know for sure because i might have to do something considering that my bday is sept 29 o joy. im really not looking foward to life anymore..........