May 28, 2005 15:57
so i
woke up at like 9am to be ready at 10ish when becky came. then we got
our hair and makeup done at 10:30 and finally got home at 2:30. well
rob got to my house at 3 then realized that he had forgotten the
flowers so he went home. well he got bak for the 2nd time at 4. well
the second time i was ready so that was a good thing. we took some pics
at my house then it was on the road to melissas. we got there and
becky and joey were already there. we took some pics ad then kleft
there at like 5:15. then we went to greystone...only we got there
at l;ike 6 and we couldnt get in until 6:30. so we jsut hung out
by the convertable and talked. now this entire time there was the
un-easiness in the air. i had talked becky nto goingt o prom and i
could already tell that she wasnt having fun. well we got in and we
picked the same side of the room only the other end from wher josh and
danielle were sitting for reasons that i think are pretty clear.
well our table ended up having me, rob, melissa, joehy, beck, gary and
emily. uit was a interesting time. i hionestly felt like shit the
entrie time. i coudlnt fnd the balance to make everyone happy
(which was later proved that i helped becky have a horrible night). but
im human and im not good at these sort of things. hell i ated like i
knew my bf...is that crime? its not like iw as sitting on him or
making out the enitre time i was just with him. fast songs were ok
everyone seemed to have fun then the slow ones came and becky
disappeared and i couldnt help her...that made me feel like shit. then
u have to add in the high school drama that was there. basicaly the
night ended up being memorable but for all of the wrong reasons. i mean
they tried to kill us with what they considered food. then the
music....idk the dj wasnt my favorite to say the least. then after prom
we went to 7-eleven for slurpies....quit possibly the highlight of the
night. then we went back to melissas for like a hr or so. joey and rob
played pool and then all hung out. becky and i ended up taking our hair
out (50 pins for me). that entire time becky was uncomfortable too. o
well. then i came back to rob's and hng ut and then went home yesterday
afternoon. nothing happened yet it was fun. now i feel even worse after
reading beckys journal and im at rob's house and ahh im about to
cry...........