A moment you will keep till your heart stops with one last beat.

Jan 06, 2008 13:00

The best moment of  life is when one wakes and ponders,
"Hmmm, I wonder whats going to happen later on today?".
As everything refers that all good things come to an end,
this is one good feel that will only end when my heart stops beating.
I'm loving every thought I have after I wake in my bed every morning,
forever and always will do.

I come to realize for a moment when I realize that death is hanging around everywhere.
I start to be very afraid. I wonder when is he going to take me away.
Contradicting as can be, I live to enjoy, to love, to try and to experience,
yet with this fear that one sudden moment I'm never having a chance to try it all.
The moment where I start my sleep and await for the next chance to wonder,
"Hmmm, I wonder whats going to happen later on today?".

Even if I am constantly reminded that life is precious, sometimes I feel like asking,
why is it that when people treat life as gold, it is still taken away? Early, or late.
I'm constantly losing something, money, notebooks, anything.
I can be sad for a week, but what if what I lost is something that could affect me.
If you were me, will you cry?

Sometimes I wonder if I died, what will the people around me be doing.
Sometimes I wonder if I could see them.
Sometimes I wonder is it a theory where my soul leaves my body or
simply a theory where my blood stops flowing and my heart stops beating then every cell in me stops right in motion.

To make me wonder more, what about you? Have you got nothing to say?
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