Mar 14, 2004 12:40
i am not to happy at the moment......spring break is not how i wanted it to be.....i want it to be summer, i always want it to be summer. but when summer comes it is never as good as you planned. in the movies they have the best summers.....and in ataris songs....it's never really like that, maybe because i'm not in highschool, or because i don't have that big group of close friends i can talk to and we can sit around and talk about important things.....i don't know it just sucks....i hate school and i hate not being in school....so nothing is very good. the movie's drugged us, it's never like that, our lives are never as perfect, and we never look like those people on the screen. it sucks, nothing actually exciteing happens to anyone.....people who think they have good lives are retarded because they don't......i am bored, and i have nothing to do on spring break. i want to drink cherry coke under the moonlit sky, but it never works like that.....damnitt.