id hate to go BUT...
looks like i can do little to stop it. change can be promising.
my dad had a rather successful phone interview with a hospital in pennsylvania. my parents have been back and forth with the issue of moving for over a year, and lately, i havent been taking much of their talk seriously. but tonight the idea transformed into a probability. and well, i was overwhelmed. a long time ago i was dying to get out of here, and part of me still wants it, but its hard to imagine transferring senior year and starting all over. there are a few important pieces of my heart that are hard to leave behind, too. its been my life for almost ten years now...the thought of change is hard to swallow. but everything happens for a reason i guess.
meanwhile.
i went beach cruising till five o'clock in the morning last weekend.
and the night after, played water volleyball well into the early morning.
im going to miss this. this carelessness of time and space.
my dad had a rather successful phone interview with a hospital in pennsylvania. my parents have been back and forth with the issue of moving for over a year, and lately, i havent been taking much of their talk seriously. but tonight the idea transformed into a probability. and well, i was overwhelmed. a long time ago i was dying to get out of here, and part of me still wants it, but its hard to imagine transferring senior year and starting all over. there are a few important pieces of my heart that are hard to leave behind, too. its been my life for almost ten years now...the thought of change is hard to swallow. but everything happens for a reason i guess.
meanwhile.
i went beach cruising till five o'clock in the morning last weekend.
and the night after, played water volleyball well into the early morning.
im going to miss this. this carelessness of time and space.