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[classic_chick]

Ok so today kinda sucked.. Work sucked like always, but I got to meet Joe's mom for the first time. Joe and his mom look so much alike. I see where he got his looks from!! His mom is really nice, but the only problem is that she can't speak english very well. It's hard, cause I want to talk to her, but I can't.. Joe has to translate it for her.. and when she tries to tell me a story, she can't finish it, cause she doesn't know some of the words in english, so Joe has to finish it for her. It's hard.. I don't like that kind of feeling :(

I know this is kinda random, but I feel I can't do anything in my life, especially when it feels like your mom has control of your life. She re-range my room, and I think she threw away papers that were for apartments... Plus I told her about the car when I was at work, and she said that she would call them when I got home. I get home and she tells me that she's going to call him when she gets home from work tomorrow. SHES PISSING ME OFF AND I REALLY WANT TO GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE!!!!! GOD I feel so trapt.. I just might as well get myself a freaking car without her knowing and just get out.. I thought my mom would be helping me with getting a car, but it just seems like she wants me to not get one, so I can't get out.. I think I'll just go to my dad and ask him.. He'll be more hopefully than my mom...

I gotta go.. I need to not crying and get my shit together...