Feb 19, 2006 19:34
Ok I realized that I haven't been on here for like 5 months!! I need to give you update!!! Alrighty...hmmmm where to start?
How about family.. Family has been doing alright. My parents are having some finical problems, but hopefully we can make it through it. AND because of this problem that they are having, I am not sure if I can get my own car through a dealer ship. Sucks at the moment, but I don't want my parents to get into deeper problems than what they are right now. Erin is doing good. It sucks cause I don't get to see her as much as I would like. I like talking to her about life, and getting advice from her whenever I need it. But you know, she has her own life going on as it is. She is working at 2 jobs. One is a physical therapy place for full time and the other job is the la fitness, which she works only on saturdays. Plus she is dating Mike, and they have been dating for I don't know how long.. I forget now ;p..
As for Nicole and Bud. Nicole and her family are doing good. Everytime my mom mentions Nicole and the kids, I'm so happy for them that it makes me sad. Sometimes I wish I was there with them, to see them grow up, and be there for them as an aunt. But you know, life isn't always fair. And I guess Bud is doing good. He's going to help this one girl open up a pizza place, and he'll be a manager there, so I am happy that my brother will be making more money then what it was before...
And as for me in this whole life, I've decided that I wanted to move out of the house. I feel like a mouse trap in a cage, and can't get out of it. My parents still treat me as if I'm still 12 years old. I'm just sick of it, and I want to live my own life. I mean I am never home as it is. I mean I love my parents, but I want to grow up.. and I don't think they want to accept that yet, but they will have to learn to do that one day.. for me....
Work....Well work has been alright.. Suzie Q quit Wal-Mart, cause of school and she didn't have a car at the time. It really sucked cause she was the one person that I could talk to there about anything, everything and everyone. But other than that, work is just boring.. It's the same thing every day. I have been there for 9 months now, and it just seems like I need to do something different.. something more exciting.. I dont know.. :\
Speaking of exciting, I have been taking acting class. My last class is on Tuesday, and I have to do a PSA, my made up commerical, the other commercial, and a 1 minute monolog (which i still need to get... hee hee my bad). After that, I will need to do head shots and make up my resume, so they can spend me out to some producers, so I can kinda start my career as an actor. I just hope it goes pretty well. PRAY FOR ME!! ha ha.
Last, but not least....Well let's just say that I am dating a wonderful guy at the moment. His name is Joe. I met him at Wal-Mart, when he first started working there. It's kinda funny cause I tried to hook him up with Suzie Q, cause she thought he was cute. So I was tring to figure out a way to get some information about him that she wanted to know about him, but somehow when I was doing that, he started liking me, and well.... I started to like him back. But anyways, on Halloween, that is when he told me that he had feelings for me. I got scared at first, cause one... I tried to get him for Suzie Q.... Second, I didn't want to date another guy from work.. especially what happen to me and Gary.. AND I was scared to get hurt... But you know, I gave it a chance, and just hope that this one would work out. So ever since Halloween, we have been dating. So now we've been dating for 3 in a half months! It's my longest relationship EVER!!!! And I LoVE that boy to death. I'm glad that I gave it a shot, and he just makes me the happiest person ever! I couldn't ask for a better boyfriend.
NOW I gave you some kind of update.... and what I've been feeling for the past few months.. So yeah..... the end.. ha ha