Shit... Got A Problem
Okay, things are going good. One of my colleagues, a co-ordinator, told me yesterday he'd give me a good reference in regards to the classroom management thing, because he thinks I'm doing brilliantly (I didn't even ask, he just said it). I spent my free period yesterday as temporary co-ordinator while he chased some problem kids up, so I babysat the ones already in the room.
Also, the Union is fully on side. My mentor is fully on side (and very frazzled, the poor thing - she and a few others are getting screwed over in regards to the VIT too). Also, the Middle-School co-ordinators told me that I am doing everything right and beyond in their eyes, so all is going well.
Enter the problem: I'm getting sick.
I haven't had any free time since Monday, I no longer have time to eat lunch, and when I do eat its a fight to keep from throwing up. By the time I get home I am so exhausted I can barely do anything. And on Wednesday night I got up to go look for something and basically my legs just gave out from under me and I got really dizzy. Of a morning I am just so ill, I keep having bloody panic/anxiety attacks all the damn time, and my body is aching all over like I've run a marathon and forget to stretch out. I am going to bed early and everything, and I am sure it is all stress related. This cannot be good.
But apart from that, it's all good.
Also, the Union is fully on side. My mentor is fully on side (and very frazzled, the poor thing - she and a few others are getting screwed over in regards to the VIT too). Also, the Middle-School co-ordinators told me that I am doing everything right and beyond in their eyes, so all is going well.
Enter the problem: I'm getting sick.
I haven't had any free time since Monday, I no longer have time to eat lunch, and when I do eat its a fight to keep from throwing up. By the time I get home I am so exhausted I can barely do anything. And on Wednesday night I got up to go look for something and basically my legs just gave out from under me and I got really dizzy. Of a morning I am just so ill, I keep having bloody panic/anxiety attacks all the damn time, and my body is aching all over like I've run a marathon and forget to stretch out. I am going to bed early and everything, and I am sure it is all stress related. This cannot be good.
But apart from that, it's all good.