hey ya'll
let me tell you what i did over la semana. i have so much to tell. i think...watch, its gonna be hardly anything, haha oh well listen anyways.
friday i was supposed to babysit, so i missed girl scouts. a rather important meeting to do so. then i go over there at 6pm and then the dad decided he didnt want to go to the suprise party that night, so i got booted from my job for teh night. oh well i got paid $25 for playing witht eh girls for 2 hours. hehe it was fun, i love the 2 of them, i'd do anything for them. so yeah i walked over to my house and they followed me it was cute but somewhat annoying they wouldnt leave. but i finally convinced them to go haha, they came over cuz they didnt want me to go and they wanted to see my brother. haha.
so after they finally left. i called lisa and she crashed at my place. haha we played cards for like 2 hours, with my huge deck of cards. they are like 4 times the size of normal cards. fun times, then we started playing with normal cards and my eyes started to hurt and my hand-eye cordination was pretty bad, haha.
we watched the first, i think, 20 minutes of Shallow Hal. then we fell asleep. hot night, yes i know...
then we woke up went to the barn. i rode rufus (hehe i love that horse) in the 12 and my god my legs still hurt from riding him, cuz arthur takes little to no leg and rufus takes so much. and i had to us muscles in my legs that i dont normally use on arthur, so it hurts now. so im gonna ask leslie if i can rufus more often cuz he needs to get out. and i love riding him and i need to work those muscles more.
so then after i got off and took care of roof-dog (rufus) and put him away to his stall. lisa's madre came to pick me and her up to go to AAARDVARKS. it love that place!!! i bought 2 kick ass skirts a guarder, and a reeally awesome hat. i cant describe it, you'll just have to see it tommorow when i wear it to school!!
oh then lisa bought this awesome skirt too!! it looks so great on her. its this cute little black number that flows so beautifully.
oh and she bought a wig, hehe, its awesome as well. it looks really antural on her. its a big change from her blondeness. but it looks good. after all teh festivities we left. her madre took me home :) then i dont remember what i did. probably slept. today, i woke up at like 1 or 130pm hehe alan called. i was awake. for the most part. but not fully aware as to what was going on. he asked me to prom but i denied. there wasnt any way i could have gone. with my parentals and all. if they didnt care then i totally coulda gone. but oh well. i think he'll he fine by himself. after that i slept some more. hehe. i was tired, what can i say? oh and i watched music videos all day. well what part of the day i was awake anyways...
then after ahile i started thinking about dying. when that one days rolls around when everyone drops dead. when the earth comes to a stop and everyone watches as it fades away. i started to cry because i honestly dont want to die. i dont want to kill myself whent hings get horrible. whewn they do get horrible i want someone to remind me how beautiful the world is. that alone is enough for me to survive. i was talking to jorge last night, and he said there was a thunder storm over where he lives in NYC and he hated it. i was like wow!! heres exactly what i told him...
you should go outside and take in the thunder storm, they dont come around often, take advantage of it.
watch its beauty, feel its power. he resisted and i got mad haha. then i said... fine if you dont want to witness something as goregous as that then so be it...people just dont realize that beauty is all around them...yeah anyways...
yeah well i guess thats all for now.
peace and love
amie
friday i was supposed to babysit, so i missed girl scouts. a rather important meeting to do so. then i go over there at 6pm and then the dad decided he didnt want to go to the suprise party that night, so i got booted from my job for teh night. oh well i got paid $25 for playing witht eh girls for 2 hours. hehe it was fun, i love the 2 of them, i'd do anything for them. so yeah i walked over to my house and they followed me it was cute but somewhat annoying they wouldnt leave. but i finally convinced them to go haha, they came over cuz they didnt want me to go and they wanted to see my brother. haha.
so after they finally left. i called lisa and she crashed at my place. haha we played cards for like 2 hours, with my huge deck of cards. they are like 4 times the size of normal cards. fun times, then we started playing with normal cards and my eyes started to hurt and my hand-eye cordination was pretty bad, haha.
we watched the first, i think, 20 minutes of Shallow Hal. then we fell asleep. hot night, yes i know...
then we woke up went to the barn. i rode rufus (hehe i love that horse) in the 12 and my god my legs still hurt from riding him, cuz arthur takes little to no leg and rufus takes so much. and i had to us muscles in my legs that i dont normally use on arthur, so it hurts now. so im gonna ask leslie if i can rufus more often cuz he needs to get out. and i love riding him and i need to work those muscles more.
so then after i got off and took care of roof-dog (rufus) and put him away to his stall. lisa's madre came to pick me and her up to go to AAARDVARKS. it love that place!!! i bought 2 kick ass skirts a guarder, and a reeally awesome hat. i cant describe it, you'll just have to see it tommorow when i wear it to school!!
oh then lisa bought this awesome skirt too!! it looks so great on her. its this cute little black number that flows so beautifully.
oh and she bought a wig, hehe, its awesome as well. it looks really antural on her. its a big change from her blondeness. but it looks good. after all teh festivities we left. her madre took me home :) then i dont remember what i did. probably slept. today, i woke up at like 1 or 130pm hehe alan called. i was awake. for the most part. but not fully aware as to what was going on. he asked me to prom but i denied. there wasnt any way i could have gone. with my parentals and all. if they didnt care then i totally coulda gone. but oh well. i think he'll he fine by himself. after that i slept some more. hehe. i was tired, what can i say? oh and i watched music videos all day. well what part of the day i was awake anyways...
then after ahile i started thinking about dying. when that one days rolls around when everyone drops dead. when the earth comes to a stop and everyone watches as it fades away. i started to cry because i honestly dont want to die. i dont want to kill myself whent hings get horrible. whewn they do get horrible i want someone to remind me how beautiful the world is. that alone is enough for me to survive. i was talking to jorge last night, and he said there was a thunder storm over where he lives in NYC and he hated it. i was like wow!! heres exactly what i told him...
you should go outside and take in the thunder storm, they dont come around often, take advantage of it.
watch its beauty, feel its power. he resisted and i got mad haha. then i said... fine if you dont want to witness something as goregous as that then so be it...people just dont realize that beauty is all around them...yeah anyways...
yeah well i guess thats all for now.
peace and love
amie