i am invisible...
" i am invisible, understand, simply because people refuse to see me."
yeah anyways...just made my dinner, had to eat with my parents still though, they acted like i wasnt even there, didnt get me a cup or anything :( then yelled at me for dumbass reasons, oh and i asked if i could go to the show tommorow in south gate, they said no, of course why would they let me do anything other than go to the barn and school? yeah then i asked to go to the show on saturday in lincoln heights, and of course said no... whatever, ill get used to them treating me like im not here. all in due time.
anywho, watching the last episode of friends right now. sucks that its ending :( but all good things have to come to an end.
yeah dont know what else to say. hung out with alan alot today, fun times, dont feel like dwelling on this subject, with all the details, so i wont!
wow, just became kinda sad, cuz of my parents. i honestly can say that i dont feel loved, and i dont think they love me anymore, im not a daughter anymore, im more of a chore or an obligation. oh they laugh at my bro and never laugh at me, dont find me funny, jsut look the other way. all that eats away at my heart, like in worthless. not worthy of living. ya know? whatever, fuck it, im gonna die in a year or so anyways. so who cares?
peace and love
yeah anyways...just made my dinner, had to eat with my parents still though, they acted like i wasnt even there, didnt get me a cup or anything :( then yelled at me for dumbass reasons, oh and i asked if i could go to the show tommorow in south gate, they said no, of course why would they let me do anything other than go to the barn and school? yeah then i asked to go to the show on saturday in lincoln heights, and of course said no... whatever, ill get used to them treating me like im not here. all in due time.
anywho, watching the last episode of friends right now. sucks that its ending :( but all good things have to come to an end.
yeah dont know what else to say. hung out with alan alot today, fun times, dont feel like dwelling on this subject, with all the details, so i wont!
wow, just became kinda sad, cuz of my parents. i honestly can say that i dont feel loved, and i dont think they love me anymore, im not a daughter anymore, im more of a chore or an obligation. oh they laugh at my bro and never laugh at me, dont find me funny, jsut look the other way. all that eats away at my heart, like in worthless. not worthy of living. ya know? whatever, fuck it, im gonna die in a year or so anyways. so who cares?
peace and love