(no subject)
Right now i am sorta mad at myself...
there is this kid i think i actually like alot , alot alot
his name is ryan .. and he lives 30min away i never get to c him. im
so upset i mean he was down for this weekend n i spent the whole day with him
i just wanted him to hold me n tell me that it would b ok but he couldnt
do that cause it wasnt ok..i mean i really like him ALOT idk what im supose to do. no guy at school can ever amount to him. i wish i could tell him all this but i just cant. it isnt fair LIFE SUCKS....................i think i love him??
there is this kid i think i actually like alot , alot alot
his name is ryan .. and he lives 30min away i never get to c him. im
so upset i mean he was down for this weekend n i spent the whole day with him
i just wanted him to hold me n tell me that it would b ok but he couldnt
do that cause it wasnt ok..i mean i really like him ALOT idk what im supose to do. no guy at school can ever amount to him. i wish i could tell him all this but i just cant. it isnt fair LIFE SUCKS....................i think i love him??