Never being there just isn't enough.
I know this girl. I know she is the best girl. You know who you are. I've never so much wanted to tell someone how i have felt about something, but for some reason I think that what I feel would only make us drift father away. ITs not me that makes this hard, its not her, its us that makes this hard, we do this crazy thing to each other. cause we live our lives how they want us to, but thats not how we want it to be. I hope that this girl knows that i do care. I care about her and how she thinks and how she feels and how she is. her looks don't matter, nothing really matters but her. I feel like I have let her down. God I hope not. I hope not. But sometimes just being there never was enough. sorry sorry sorry.