today is my mom's birthday
so christmas was awesome,amazing, and everything it could be and i'm leaving for tour on the 8th so i'm extremely excited. so 1 year ago i met a really awesome group of people and came to love them, though it wasn't hard cause they were all fun, laughed at my jokes, and even sometimes laughed at me in general. well apparently over the last few months or weeks or something i've done something to sour those ties because some of them are having a new years party and specificly don't want me to come, and i know this because i asked them what was going on for new years and they bold face lied to me and said they didn't know. now i'm not really pissed cause i wanna go to where people enjoy my company and i'd like to be where rita is so i can sneak up on her and kiss her at midnight. but i've not been really hurt like this is along time, cause were talking about more than several so called friends that i really loved spending time with, that are all in it together not wanting me around. that sucks! well i hope that it all blows over and isn't really a big deal and that they all wanna be around me again cause i love them all casue for the last year they've been my family