So 10 minutes have past
I went to go to bed then looked at my phone today would've been 1 year for christina and i, the sad thing is i still think of things like that when we broke up 5 months ago and i'm hurting just as much today as i was in september, hella frustration..tough so its like am i ever gonna get over this shit and just be happy again, cause at this pace it doesn't feel like it. and i kinda feel dumb for getting my heart broken twice its like didn't you learn anything last time, so many things not workin out for me right now i owe so much money i don't have, there is no food in my house ever always starvin', terry is hella mad at me for always coming home late, and my best friend thinks i'm avoiding him cause i owe him money but its not even like that, i've been making alot of stupid decisions lately and can't wait til everything is normal again i know i sound hella sad and pathetic but i wanna get it out.