motivation (the lack thereof)
I don't care for school any more and not because it is any harder; I'm just sick of the game. I think back to my freshmen and sophomore years...I worked so much harder then. At least I think I did. Sometimes I wonder if I faced less distractions then and life was simpler. I can come up with arguments that support it being easier then, but at the same time I can think of reasons why I'm wrong. In the end I reject that position and am only left the conclusion that I'm not motivated any more (when it comes to school).
Going to sea for a few years before I go back to nuclear power school will be good for me. I don't think I'd have the energy to go right to that school. Some good old fashioned work at sea will be good for me I suspect. Who knows. I do know I'm motivated in my military endeavors and working out. I had a blast calling cadence for Bravo 1 while doing platoon PT yesterday. I'm also motivated and dedicated when it comes to Tovah. She keeps me going.
Bah, philosophical rambling. Too much studying cartesian methods of doubt for my midterm tomorrow.
Mood: Psuedo-depressed and burnt out.
Going to sea for a few years before I go back to nuclear power school will be good for me. I don't think I'd have the energy to go right to that school. Some good old fashioned work at sea will be good for me I suspect. Who knows. I do know I'm motivated in my military endeavors and working out. I had a blast calling cadence for Bravo 1 while doing platoon PT yesterday. I'm also motivated and dedicated when it comes to Tovah. She keeps me going.
Bah, philosophical rambling. Too much studying cartesian methods of doubt for my midterm tomorrow.
Mood: Psuedo-depressed and burnt out.