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Hearing about subject combinations worried me. It's making taking history so much more undesirable and I don't know I just really really love it it is like a passion I'm just so driven to do things for it even if I hate it but the topics are the worst I absolutely loathe learning about history in the latest few decades they're terrible to learn and I hate Southeast Asia and learning about our village like ways and whatnot and I'm been dissuaded from taking H2 History but I love history so much I can't describe to you how much I would go and read about it how much I want to know about it I guess I could use the information in GP but that's not the point I just love History but I know I'm not going to be good at it if I take it for JC and idk whether I want to pursue it further if you search up jobs related to a history major they'll tell you about being a teacher or like being a manager which is like what my mom does and I don't know if I want that.
Very, very, very conflicted I'm actually crying right now and I also need to write my letter to Ms Sabrina but every day I'm just so mentally unstable and in no condition to write things like that and the thought of it is making me cry
Today was supposed to be a good day but now that I've mulled over it, it feels like there's more bad than good even though I was so happy through the whole school day. My theory is being proven to be true which means you should just never appear and my life will be infinitely happier. Or maybe it's because today I tried and conquered. Why can't I stand up for myself more often?
Terrified for JC. Today's talk made me feel really inadequate.
Very, very, very conflicted I'm actually crying right now and I also need to write my letter to Ms Sabrina but every day I'm just so mentally unstable and in no condition to write things like that and the thought of it is making me cry
Today was supposed to be a good day but now that I've mulled over it, it feels like there's more bad than good even though I was so happy through the whole school day. My theory is being proven to be true which means you should just never appear and my life will be infinitely happier. Or maybe it's because today I tried and conquered. Why can't I stand up for myself more often?
Terrified for JC. Today's talk made me feel really inadequate.