nothingness.
my name is] : Clarissa of course! well.... Isaac Dicter
. . H A V E . Y O U. E V E R . .
[pictured your crush naked?] : uhm used to but i couldn't get the whole picture hehe :P
[actually saw your crush naked]sly : ugh...yes.
[been in love] : sadly.
[cried when someone died] : I have and I haven't it's strange.
[lied] : yes...and one idiot will never let me live that down...it was a dumb lie. And of course who doesn't?
. . W I T H. T H E O P P O S I T E. S E X. .
[what do u notice first?] : Body, clothes, face, hair
[last person u slow danced with] : haha hmmmm Mike Emph?
[worst question to ask] : Can I .....? anything that starts like that is bad.
. . W H O. .
[makes u laugh the most?] : April, and My Daddy*
[makes u smile] : uhmm classified
[give u a funny feeling when u see them] : TRAVIS BARKER OH BABY!
[who do you have a crush on?] can't say that i do. i just like the good attention....not sure.
[who has a crush on u?] no one.....something is obviously wrong with me.
[is easiest to talk to?] Dylan Macracken...can tell him anything cuz I never see him and were basically strangers.
. . W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R . .
[coke or pepsi] : coke
[flowers or candy] : I love when I recieve flowers! awe*
[tall or short] : tall definitely..
. . D O . Y O U . E V E R . .
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to IM you?] : It's sad....but true.
[cry because of someone saying something to you]: OMG yes! Oh the terrible memories.
. . W H O . W A S. T H E . L A S T . P E R S O N ..
[you talked to on the phone] : My mom
[hugged] : Jon Guthrie
[you laughed with] : April
. . D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U . .
[smoke cigarettes] : nope
[obsessive]: not scary obsessive....but yes...like with music,writing, and hott boys! sigh*
[could you live without the computer?]yea
[whats ur favorite food?] uhm tacos?!
[like watching the sunrises or sunset?] Sunsets....and they are so gorgous when you sneak out on the beach with your boyfriend, sit on a bench, and watch them together.....sigh again*
[what hurts the most? Physical pain or emotional pain?]emotional...you can heal the physical but the emotional can haunt you forver.
[trust others way too easily?]uesd to....now I'm careful, but still I should watch myself more and not let people in so easily.
. . F A V O R I T E . .
[ Drink ] : Green Tea
[ Color ] : Orange
[ Album ] : Give 'em the Boot IV
[ Shoes ] : my brown clogs
[ Candy ] : anything sour
[ Animal ] : Lysist my kitsy cat
[ TV Show ] : Meet the Barkers, Laguna Beach, My coolest Year, The Fabulous Life, Made, Driven
[ Movie ] : Forest Gump
[ Dance ] : I love to dance in my underware and bra when I get up int he morning ahah....if i'm not too lazy.
[ Song ] : "Forget It"- Breaking Benjamin "Teenage Lullaby"-Deftones "Build A Bridge" - Limp Bizkit "Imprint"- Double Drive and my fav. "Universe" and "Happy Death Day"- Alien Ant Farm
[ Vegetable ] : chick peas! haha
. . A R E .Y O U . .
[ Understanding ] :constantly...thats what gets me hurt.
[ Open-minded ] : not really
[ Arrogant ] : yea...
[ Insecure ] : yes....i feel like an ugly nobody half the time
[ Interesting ] : i would think so.
[ Random ] : YES
[ Friendly ] : i think I am...
[ Smart ] :supposed to be....it's not important to me even though it should be...it's my future.
[ Moody ] : sometimes.
[ Childish ] : no
[ Independent ] : constantly
[ Hard working ] : i have nothing to be hardworking about
[ Organized ] : lol HELL NO
[ Healthy ] : yea....the polite of saying your overweight haha
[ Emotionally Stable ] : i'm a completely dif. person once i leave school and enter the hell of my home.
[ Shy ] : if i like someone...
[ Difficult ] : yes and no....
[ Attractive ] : hah you tell me
[ Bored Easily ] : of course....i have no friends...no life...no car.
[ Messy ] : ehhhh
[ Thirsty ] : yes
[ Responsible ] : yes, very
[ Angry ] : people do that to me
[ Sad ] : all the time a awful character in the back of my mind pollutes my day.
[ Happy ] : i really want to be
[ Hyper ]:nope
[ Trusting ] : yes.
[ Talkative ] : yea
. . W H O .d O .Y O U .W A N T .t O . .
[ Kill ] : nick
[ Slap ] : can't say but o how i would love to get it out of my system
[ Get Really Wasted With ] : my friends
[ Get High With ] : no need
[ Look Like ] : Halle Berrys boobs, Angelina Jolies lips, Lindsay Lohans Hair, Britney Spears old abs, Cameron Diaz smile and butt haha, and paris Hiltons legs.
[ Talk To Offline ] : ape
[ Talk To Online ] : ehh poe and some others
. . N U M B E R S . .
[of times i have had my heart broken? ] three times
[of hearts i have broken?] :uhm 2 or 3
[of boys i have kissed?] :5
[of girls i have kissed?] :zip
[of tight friends?] : like none really
[of cd's that i own?] : like 100
[of things in my past that i regret?] : whats the point you can't change 'em.
I KNOW : I need to get a job
I WANT : a boy who can treat me good.
I HAVE : no life.
I WISH : I had a boyfriend like Travis Barker
I HATE : fake posing lying cheating bastards
I MISS : my dad.
I FEAR : the future
I HEAR : nothing great
I WONDER :if I will be something someday
I REGRET : answering this question
I TRUST : few ppl.
I LOVE : my cat.
I ACHE : in my heart.
I CARE : about people that are important to me.
I ALWAYS : procrastinate
I AM NOT : a skinny person.
I DANCE : Missy E
I SING : "Forget It"
I CRY : when i have problems and i want to turn and run into some ones arms but there is no one there to grab....and feel safe with.
I DO NOT ALWAYS : bitch
I FIGHT : with mom
I WRITE : poetry jounral entries
I WIN : money all the time with my dad.
I LOSE : at anything involving happy endings
I CONFUSE : anyone who wants to actually try and know the real Clarissa.
I LISTEN : music it's therapy
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND : on my lazy ass...or tucked away in bed buried in blankets and pillows thinking or sleepin.
I NEED : a positve outlook
I AM HAPPY : when I am enjoying myself with lots of people
I SHOULD HAVE : walked across that field any second I had time and visited him, and let him know how much I appreciate what he did. :*(
I THINK : that my life is cursed and I just need to learn to try and accept it.
I TEND TO : put things off for a LOOONG time..
I TEND NOT TO : anything school related.
. . H A V E . Y O U. E V E R . .
[pictured your crush naked?] : uhm used to but i couldn't get the whole picture hehe :P
[actually saw your crush naked]sly : ugh...yes.
[been in love] : sadly.
[cried when someone died] : I have and I haven't it's strange.
[lied] : yes...and one idiot will never let me live that down...it was a dumb lie. And of course who doesn't?
. . W I T H. T H E O P P O S I T E. S E X. .
[what do u notice first?] : Body, clothes, face, hair
[last person u slow danced with] : haha hmmmm Mike Emph?
[worst question to ask] : Can I .....? anything that starts like that is bad.
. . W H O. .
[makes u laugh the most?] : April, and My Daddy*
[makes u smile] : uhmm classified
[give u a funny feeling when u see them] : TRAVIS BARKER OH BABY!
[who do you have a crush on?] can't say that i do. i just like the good attention....not sure.
[who has a crush on u?] no one.....something is obviously wrong with me.
[is easiest to talk to?] Dylan Macracken...can tell him anything cuz I never see him and were basically strangers.
. . W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R . .
[coke or pepsi] : coke
[flowers or candy] : I love when I recieve flowers! awe*
[tall or short] : tall definitely..
. . D O . Y O U . E V E R . .
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to IM you?] : It's sad....but true.
[cry because of someone saying something to you]: OMG yes! Oh the terrible memories.
. . W H O . W A S. T H E . L A S T . P E R S O N ..
[you talked to on the phone] : My mom
[hugged] : Jon Guthrie
[you laughed with] : April
. . D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U . .
[smoke cigarettes] : nope
[obsessive]: not scary obsessive....but yes...like with music,writing, and hott boys! sigh*
[could you live without the computer?]yea
[whats ur favorite food?] uhm tacos?!
[like watching the sunrises or sunset?] Sunsets....and they are so gorgous when you sneak out on the beach with your boyfriend, sit on a bench, and watch them together.....sigh again*
[what hurts the most? Physical pain or emotional pain?]emotional...you can heal the physical but the emotional can haunt you forver.
[trust others way too easily?]uesd to....now I'm careful, but still I should watch myself more and not let people in so easily.
. . F A V O R I T E . .
[ Drink ] : Green Tea
[ Color ] : Orange
[ Album ] : Give 'em the Boot IV
[ Shoes ] : my brown clogs
[ Candy ] : anything sour
[ Animal ] : Lysist my kitsy cat
[ TV Show ] : Meet the Barkers, Laguna Beach, My coolest Year, The Fabulous Life, Made, Driven
[ Movie ] : Forest Gump
[ Dance ] : I love to dance in my underware and bra when I get up int he morning ahah....if i'm not too lazy.
[ Song ] : "Forget It"- Breaking Benjamin "Teenage Lullaby"-Deftones "Build A Bridge" - Limp Bizkit "Imprint"- Double Drive and my fav. "Universe" and "Happy Death Day"- Alien Ant Farm
[ Vegetable ] : chick peas! haha
. . A R E .Y O U . .
[ Understanding ] :constantly...thats what gets me hurt.
[ Open-minded ] : not really
[ Arrogant ] : yea...
[ Insecure ] : yes....i feel like an ugly nobody half the time
[ Interesting ] : i would think so.
[ Random ] : YES
[ Friendly ] : i think I am...
[ Smart ] :supposed to be....it's not important to me even though it should be...it's my future.
[ Moody ] : sometimes.
[ Childish ] : no
[ Independent ] : constantly
[ Hard working ] : i have nothing to be hardworking about
[ Organized ] : lol HELL NO
[ Healthy ] : yea....the polite of saying your overweight haha
[ Emotionally Stable ] : i'm a completely dif. person once i leave school and enter the hell of my home.
[ Shy ] : if i like someone...
[ Difficult ] : yes and no....
[ Attractive ] : hah you tell me
[ Bored Easily ] : of course....i have no friends...no life...no car.
[ Messy ] : ehhhh
[ Thirsty ] : yes
[ Responsible ] : yes, very
[ Angry ] : people do that to me
[ Sad ] : all the time a awful character in the back of my mind pollutes my day.
[ Happy ] : i really want to be
[ Hyper ]:nope
[ Trusting ] : yes.
[ Talkative ] : yea
. . W H O .d O .Y O U .W A N T .t O . .
[ Kill ] : nick
[ Slap ] : can't say but o how i would love to get it out of my system
[ Get Really Wasted With ] : my friends
[ Get High With ] : no need
[ Look Like ] : Halle Berrys boobs, Angelina Jolies lips, Lindsay Lohans Hair, Britney Spears old abs, Cameron Diaz smile and butt haha, and paris Hiltons legs.
[ Talk To Offline ] : ape
[ Talk To Online ] : ehh poe and some others
. . N U M B E R S . .
[of times i have had my heart broken? ] three times
[of hearts i have broken?] :uhm 2 or 3
[of boys i have kissed?] :5
[of girls i have kissed?] :zip
[of tight friends?] : like none really
[of cd's that i own?] : like 100
[of things in my past that i regret?] : whats the point you can't change 'em.
I KNOW : I need to get a job
I WANT : a boy who can treat me good.
I HAVE : no life.
I WISH : I had a boyfriend like Travis Barker
I HATE : fake posing lying cheating bastards
I MISS : my dad.
I FEAR : the future
I HEAR : nothing great
I WONDER :if I will be something someday
I REGRET : answering this question
I TRUST : few ppl.
I LOVE : my cat.
I ACHE : in my heart.
I CARE : about people that are important to me.
I ALWAYS : procrastinate
I AM NOT : a skinny person.
I DANCE : Missy E
I SING : "Forget It"
I CRY : when i have problems and i want to turn and run into some ones arms but there is no one there to grab....and feel safe with.
I DO NOT ALWAYS : bitch
I FIGHT : with mom
I WRITE : poetry jounral entries
I WIN : money all the time with my dad.
I LOSE : at anything involving happy endings
I CONFUSE : anyone who wants to actually try and know the real Clarissa.
I LISTEN : music it's therapy
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND : on my lazy ass...or tucked away in bed buried in blankets and pillows thinking or sleepin.
I NEED : a positve outlook
I AM HAPPY : when I am enjoying myself with lots of people
I SHOULD HAVE : walked across that field any second I had time and visited him, and let him know how much I appreciate what he did. :*(
I THINK : that my life is cursed and I just need to learn to try and accept it.
I TEND TO : put things off for a LOOONG time..
I TEND NOT TO : anything school related.