Restation period of problems...
Today was quite nice. I went with Sherry to Street Track and Trail priced the cutest DC flip flops ever, adn then went to Subway. I didn't order anything though. As of late the stomache has been upset, haven't been eating much. I force myself to eat breakfeast so I keep my metabolism....kinda weird. Oh wells....then I went to my mummy's and got ready for Bridget's bridal shower. I walked in the door and my mom was frosting her hair and encouraged me to do so, since she thinks mine is too dark. So I do...however i rinsed the frost out too early and I have really shitty hair color right now, it's not defined. So I will be doing that over probably.
Bridal shower was nice. It's good to be with all the female relatives and joke around, pick on eachother, and of course cackle. I was very upset though, that my best cousin ever ROSS! ( ROSSETTA) was not there to join me, even though it's all females. Love you Rossy!* Missa YA!
So then we came home. My poor aunt ( bridge's mummy) is in so much pain it's hard to watch. She had surgery and they removed once again what they thought was cancer. I hope she makes it through this so bad, I already lost one aunt to this and I don't want to lose another one.
On my way home I called my friend "one who dances" and asked if they would join me to watch movies, or talk aimlessly about things. That was nice. I haven't had such welcomed company in ages. It also took my mind of everything going on, and let me know it's okay to relax.
it's so stange how I am unwilling to let go of the past, no matter how terrible it was. However, I know why this is so.....it is because those terrible happenings were once beautiful and wonderful things, it was just their unpredictable endings that got me.
* If whenever you are feeling down, one person could be thinking of you and make you feel so much better.*
Bridal shower was nice. It's good to be with all the female relatives and joke around, pick on eachother, and of course cackle. I was very upset though, that my best cousin ever ROSS! ( ROSSETTA) was not there to join me, even though it's all females. Love you Rossy!* Missa YA!
So then we came home. My poor aunt ( bridge's mummy) is in so much pain it's hard to watch. She had surgery and they removed once again what they thought was cancer. I hope she makes it through this so bad, I already lost one aunt to this and I don't want to lose another one.
On my way home I called my friend "one who dances" and asked if they would join me to watch movies, or talk aimlessly about things. That was nice. I haven't had such welcomed company in ages. It also took my mind of everything going on, and let me know it's okay to relax.
it's so stange how I am unwilling to let go of the past, no matter how terrible it was. However, I know why this is so.....it is because those terrible happenings were once beautiful and wonderful things, it was just their unpredictable endings that got me.
* If whenever you are feeling down, one person could be thinking of you and make you feel so much better.*