Can I just say how much I love music?
Because I do. Music makes me feel good. Or bad. Or more awake. Or calmer. Or crazy and dancing with no regard for the people watching me from their Lexuses and Priuses.
I've done some housecleaning and I feel so much better. I'm not crabby anymore. And I'm not stressed. It feels amazing to have the two people that upset me the most gone. I was a hypocrite, I'll admit it. I was always telling people, "You don't need friends like that." and yet, I continued to cling to these two catty girls that had nothing better to do than gossip and try to start the drama that's so popular in middle schools when girls first discover the ability to make each other cry.
My life is so good that I've lost control of my crying. Now, that sounds weird, I know. But since I have nothing to cry about in my own life, movies and songs make me cry that much harder. I sobbed uncontrollably at the end of Meet the Robinsons on Saturday night.
So, bottom line: I'm free. And I'm so happy! I know my real friends now. And when I go home after a day at the mall with Liane or a Starbucks trip with Jenny or even a day of eating ice cream and watching CSI with Katie, I go to bed at night and I smile. Because I had a good day.
I'm in love with life. And at last I can say that I love all of the people in it.
You mean the world to me.
*~*katie*~*
I've done some housecleaning and I feel so much better. I'm not crabby anymore. And I'm not stressed. It feels amazing to have the two people that upset me the most gone. I was a hypocrite, I'll admit it. I was always telling people, "You don't need friends like that." and yet, I continued to cling to these two catty girls that had nothing better to do than gossip and try to start the drama that's so popular in middle schools when girls first discover the ability to make each other cry.
My life is so good that I've lost control of my crying. Now, that sounds weird, I know. But since I have nothing to cry about in my own life, movies and songs make me cry that much harder. I sobbed uncontrollably at the end of Meet the Robinsons on Saturday night.
So, bottom line: I'm free. And I'm so happy! I know my real friends now. And when I go home after a day at the mall with Liane or a Starbucks trip with Jenny or even a day of eating ice cream and watching CSI with Katie, I go to bed at night and I smile. Because I had a good day.
I'm in love with life. And at last I can say that I love all of the people in it.
You mean the world to me.
*~*katie*~*