My day
8:30 last night: Went to bed
10:30 Last night to 5am this morning: I was half-awake half asleep dreaming that I was fustrated in the band and I had a really hard time playing my notes. While in my physical state my throat was extremly sore and my stomach wanted to leave....and I was tossing and turning while this was happening. Not very fun.
6am: Woke up, extremly exausted....it felt like I didn't even sleep, I doubt I layed still at all during the night. My previous physical ailments were still present, so I took some medicine told my parents I felt horrible and went back to sleep.
9am: Slowly woke up, didn't have any more dreams and I seem to lay still for a few hours. So with a bit of mental energy in my I got up.
Other events followed, which I won't really go into great detail.
Basically today I have proved my theory: I cannot focus at anything I don't have/like to do. Things to distract me: Pain(generally anywhere in my body, once my nausea stopped, I tried to do my homework but my hand was hurting so it pissed my off and I stopped my homework), thinking of all the work I have to do and not being able to finish it (that really ticks my off....)
Gluttony was my friend today, video games, computer, tv! How fun. I took part in so many sins this morning, and I was even aware when I was doing it. I can be so self-aware of what I am doing, but I can never get myself to fix it. It really sucks.
10:30 Last night to 5am this morning: I was half-awake half asleep dreaming that I was fustrated in the band and I had a really hard time playing my notes. While in my physical state my throat was extremly sore and my stomach wanted to leave....and I was tossing and turning while this was happening. Not very fun.
6am: Woke up, extremly exausted....it felt like I didn't even sleep, I doubt I layed still at all during the night. My previous physical ailments were still present, so I took some medicine told my parents I felt horrible and went back to sleep.
9am: Slowly woke up, didn't have any more dreams and I seem to lay still for a few hours. So with a bit of mental energy in my I got up.
Other events followed, which I won't really go into great detail.
Basically today I have proved my theory: I cannot focus at anything I don't have/like to do. Things to distract me: Pain(generally anywhere in my body, once my nausea stopped, I tried to do my homework but my hand was hurting so it pissed my off and I stopped my homework), thinking of all the work I have to do and not being able to finish it (that really ticks my off....)
Gluttony was my friend today, video games, computer, tv! How fun. I took part in so many sins this morning, and I was even aware when I was doing it. I can be so self-aware of what I am doing, but I can never get myself to fix it. It really sucks.