college research
Dear Colleges,
Why are there so many of you? And why is it so difficult for me to understand how to pick a select few of you to visit/apply to/attend? Am I just that stupid, or am I just going about this all wrong? Is my lack of direction as far as a career is concerned what's holding me back? Or is it because I am so deeply conflicted about spending an insane amount of money on my first degree, when I know that I would like to purse at least a Master's, but probably wouldn't have the money if I spent it all on my undergraduate studies at some fantastic liberal arts school instead of attending a fantastic public school? My indecisiveness, and your abundance, is literally driving me insane.
Blah,
Amy
You see, I had always imagined that I would know exactly where I wanted to go because of the whole music thing. But once that went down the drain, I was kinda left standing there like this: "Unnhhhhh....Uhhm..."
It really shouldn't be this difficult, should it? The fact that I find some college I sort of like and then a month later am like, "Eh, Lawrence is waaay too expensive"/"Eh, U of I is waaay too big" and then start over again really irks me. I like to know what I'm working toward, but this is one of many instances in my life where that's not really possible. I should start visiting schools very soon, but I don't really think I can decide which ones to visit without feeling like I'm missing something, or like I'm making the wrong decisions.
Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah for indecisiveness and lack of coherence and stuff.
Why are there so many of you? And why is it so difficult for me to understand how to pick a select few of you to visit/apply to/attend? Am I just that stupid, or am I just going about this all wrong? Is my lack of direction as far as a career is concerned what's holding me back? Or is it because I am so deeply conflicted about spending an insane amount of money on my first degree, when I know that I would like to purse at least a Master's, but probably wouldn't have the money if I spent it all on my undergraduate studies at some fantastic liberal arts school instead of attending a fantastic public school? My indecisiveness, and your abundance, is literally driving me insane.
Blah,
Amy
You see, I had always imagined that I would know exactly where I wanted to go because of the whole music thing. But once that went down the drain, I was kinda left standing there like this: "Unnhhhhh....Uhhm..."
It really shouldn't be this difficult, should it? The fact that I find some college I sort of like and then a month later am like, "Eh, Lawrence is waaay too expensive"/"Eh, U of I is waaay too big" and then start over again really irks me. I like to know what I'm working toward, but this is one of many instances in my life where that's not really possible. I should start visiting schools very soon, but I don't really think I can decide which ones to visit without feeling like I'm missing something, or like I'm making the wrong decisions.
Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah for indecisiveness and lack of coherence and stuff.