High School Love, What Else?
So I kinda have this fluttery feeling in my stomach... And it's cause of a boy.... But he's an ex... Over Thanksgiving break he said "I still love you <(^_^<)" in a test to me... He didn't text me back after that day and I've been confused. Then he popped up in a dream of mine and he Kissed me. That confused me even more... And my friend today said that she wanted to know if I would kill her for dating one of her ex's who this guy's best friend... Okay, E is my friend, J is HER ex, and T is my ex. J's gf cheated on him and they're proly over because of that. E, i'm guessing, still likes him and they're texting and stuff. T might still like me but I have my doubts and concerns. I showed E all of the texts and she was shocked, jaw hanging down wide, and kinda gave me a 'why the ffff are you not together' look. E will ask T tomorrow in the AM before school if he likes me still (for sure, i mean rly, you can't trust ALL texts. especially those kinds. or at least i can't....) and she will tell me in our shared 2nd hour. If T says he still does then E will tell him to ask me out and stop being such a hoebag about it, and to text me. (hahahahahha) I see T in the AM, and I pass by him in the halls. I'm kinda curious to see what will happen tomorrow. I'm kinda lovey dovey right now.... I even wrote this mini song....
if i only had springs in my feet
i would bounce off the walls
if my heart could jump
it would leap
if only you could see me right here right now
my heart would be pounding (2x)
if only i couldn't fall
wouldn't that mean i had it all
if only you could help me stand
or let me stay in your arms
if only this feeling never ended
i'd swim through it day after day
i'd make sure you knew
how i felt about you
if only if only i had you
then i know i could say
in every possible
how much i love you
oh baby, i love you
sorry if it's too cheesy for you..... i kinda like cheesy stuff though, it's unbelievably adorkable. ^^
But don't get me wrong. If he doesn't like me, I'm not gonna die. I do have another guy I like and he kinda likes me, he just won't admit it to himself. Not kidding, he's so innocent and cute, it's hilarious! Let's call him V. V is dating this girl now who's always liked him and it's been a month now? Yeah, i think about 1month and a 1/2. They're cute. But V is always hanging on me, talking to me, sharing his music with me, and has his arms around me all the time. Always. N, hiss gf, is soooo freaking jealous but N and I are really good friends. She knows that I like him but honestly, I don't have the heart to break them apart. Unless she does something really bad and/or mean to me, I won't do anything. She knows that but still suspects me.
Please don't steal those lyrics btw. They are MINE. <3 ya!
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#BestNewBand #2NE1 ^^ Go on twitter and wish them luck all you blackjacks~!!!
if i only had springs in my feet
i would bounce off the walls
if my heart could jump
it would leap
if only you could see me right here right now
my heart would be pounding (2x)
if only i couldn't fall
wouldn't that mean i had it all
if only you could help me stand
or let me stay in your arms
if only this feeling never ended
i'd swim through it day after day
i'd make sure you knew
how i felt about you
if only if only i had you
then i know i could say
in every possible
how much i love you
oh baby, i love you
sorry if it's too cheesy for you..... i kinda like cheesy stuff though, it's unbelievably adorkable. ^^
But don't get me wrong. If he doesn't like me, I'm not gonna die. I do have another guy I like and he kinda likes me, he just won't admit it to himself. Not kidding, he's so innocent and cute, it's hilarious! Let's call him V. V is dating this girl now who's always liked him and it's been a month now? Yeah, i think about 1month and a 1/2. They're cute. But V is always hanging on me, talking to me, sharing his music with me, and has his arms around me all the time. Always. N, hiss gf, is soooo freaking jealous but N and I are really good friends. She knows that I like him but honestly, I don't have the heart to break them apart. Unless she does something really bad and/or mean to me, I won't do anything. She knows that but still suspects me.
Please don't steal those lyrics btw. They are MINE. <3 ya!
2NE1 MTVIGGY HWAITING!!!! live! http://live.mtviggy.com/best-new-band-concert
#BestNewBand #2NE1 ^^ Go on twitter and wish them luck all you blackjacks~!!!