Nothing Else To Lose (But You) 23/?
Title: There`s Nothing Else To Lose (But You)
Author: ClariesR4ever
Pairing: Gabe Saporta/William Beckett (Others)
Rating: Teen, Mature
POV: General
Summary: Cobra Starship was getting bigger and brighter each way. But of course, fame had a price. Each of the Cobras lost a bit of their true selves. However that all changed the night when Gabe meet William, an abused sexually emotionally and physically intern aka slave for one of the bands on tour. Through these diary pages, is the year-long adventure of Gabe and William.
Warnings: mentions of abused, neglected, singing, lovesick boys! Oh and Fuel For Ramon bands
And lyrics from the song 'Hollaback Boy' (which contain swearing!)
Disclaimer: ANOTHER FABLOUS GANGO SESSION! (PLUS THE REST OF THE LABEL STALKING)
Previous Chapters: http://clariesr4ever.livejournal.com/13678.html
Song of the chapter: You (A Walk To Remember Sountrack #21) by Switchfoot
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EDadO8xKBEQ
CHAT NAME KEY:
BigP= Pete
StumpMan= Patrick
Nater= Nate
GabeyBaby= Gabe
AlEx= Alex
CardY= Mike
QuirkB= Brendon
ChiZZlet= Chiz
SiSbussines= Sisky
"Hello?" Gabe said, picking up the phone and cradling to his ear as he contiues to work on his grilled cheese.
"Gabe! They`re recording in less then 5 minutes!" fast talked Pete.
"Who?"
"The Fablous Gango. Turn on your webcam!"
Will had left that morning at 6 to catch his flight to L.A. so he could reunite with his fablous gang.
"We`re spying?" Gabe said as he turned his on.
"Of course!" Pete cried before he hung up.
"It`s on." Gabe said to himself while he took a bite of his sandwhich. It was gooey.
BigP: Panic besides Ryan, TAI without Will is watching, my band, you, Alex and Nate are watching!"
StumpMan: Our separte screens are on the left, while we see what`s happening to the right. We can communicate over the chat.
Nater: Isn`t this a bit too much?
GabeyBaby: Nah. Now shhhh it`s starting!
The video ran, showing Vicky, Ryland, Maja, Ryan, Will and Andy assemble on the stage in the recording studio. The audio turned it self up, probaley Pete`s doing, while the studio gang chatted.
"Ok guys, we agreed the last meeting we would play the Hollaback Girl parody!" Ryland said.
"Are we going to do it now?"
"YUP! Boys assemble to the front, girls please take a seat off the stage!"
AlEx: Vicky doesn`t too happy about that comment.
GabeyBaby: She`s going to KILL him!
Ryland
Uh-huh, holy sh*t
It's about time you get off my d!
BigP: Omg. I love this already!
StumpMan: You would.
CardY: Love spat! Jkjk
All
A few times you been around that track
But your ack is still fat, it's gonna stay like that
'Cause I ain't your hollaback boy
I ain't your hollaback boy
Ryan
I ain`t your hollaback boy
GabeyBaby: Sing it Ryland!
Ryan
Ooh oo
Ryland
This is my sh*t, this is my sh*t
Will
Ooh oo
Ryland
This is my sh*t, this is my sh*t
All
Ooh oo
Ryland
This is my sh*t, this is my sh*t
All
Ooh oo
Ryland
This is my sh*t.
Ryan
You damn right I was talking sh*t
he finished as he did a mock gang salute.
QuirkyB: Omg.
I told your man so you would hear it
What you doin' acting like that
Now people know what's up
So you came to my place
Saw the look on your face
I hit a home run then I kicked you out
But first I broke my pom-pom out
Ryan and Will
And now you know what's up
Ryan and Andy
A few times you been around that track
But your ack is still fat, it's gonna stay like that
Ryland
'Cause I ain't your hollaback boy
Will
I ain't your hollaback boy
Ryland
Ooh oo
All
This is my sh*t, this is my sh*t
Ryland
Ooh oo
All
This is my sh*t, this is my sh*t
BigP: You know, I love this switch of roles. Ryland singing the ohs.
GabeyBaby: Cobra is taking this.
BigP: What if FOB want it?
GabeyBaby: Too bad, Petey boy. It`s Cobra`s!
StumpMan: Let CS have it.
BigP: But!
StumpMan: No buts, Pete.
CardY: Another win for Trick!
Will
This is my sheeze, this is my sheeze
Ryland
Ooh oo
Ryan
This is my sh*t!
Andy
So last night girl, saw you under the bleachers
Giving head to a substitute teacher
CardY: Wonder if this a personal experience.....
Perfect grades didn't make no sense
But now it's all cleared up
Ryan
And it's comin' right back
'Cause I'm telling your pack
So don't freak out when your secret's out
That's right girl, you can't deny this (he flips his hair)
Your knees is all scratched up
All
A few times you been around that track
But your ack is still fat, it's gonna stay like that
'Cause I ain't your hollaback boy
Ryan
I ain't your hollaback boy
Ryland
This is my sh*t, this is my sh*t
Will
Ooh oo
Ryland
This is my sh*t, this is my sh*t
ChiZZlet: That`s alot of sh*t.
CardY: How would YOU know?
Will
Ooh oo
Ryan
This is my sh*t.
QuirkyB: Our sheeze!
Will
Let me hear you say this sheeze is
Super-cala-fragalistic-expialidoshus
BigP: Omg. That just had to add this!
StumpMan: Yup. But I love it.
GabeyBaby: Me 2.
ChiZZlet: I agree.
QuirkyB: Ditto.
All
S-U-P-E-R-C-A-L-A-F-R-A-G-A...um...
..WHAT!
BigP: Haha.
A few times you been around that track
But your ack is still fat, it's gonna stay like that
'Cause I ain't your hollaback boy
Ryan
I ain't your hollaback boy
Will
Ooh oo
Ryland and Ryan
This is my sh*t, this is my sh*t
Will
Ooh oo
Ryan
This is my sh*t, this is my sh*t
All
Ooh oo
Ryland
This is my sh*t.
"I can`t believe you guys consider that song." Vicky said as she and Maja joined them back on the stage.
"It is a song!" Ryan whined.
"Song by Willy and I!" Ryland sreamed.
Will giggled.
"Is that an egagement ring?" Vicky questined, grabbing Will`s hand as he spun. Closer inspection, and she gasped.
"Omg...it is!" Maja squeled.
"You`re engaged?" the boy gasped as they looked at the blushing Will.
BigP: You are? Gabey!!!!!
StumpMan: Congrats man.
ChiZZlet: Omg I can`t believe you proposed!
CardY: When did you propose?
SiSbussines: He did it after Will and I watched the funeral.
BigP: Funeral?
GabeyBaby: Ya. Sisky had a tape copy of Will`s funeral. They watched it before I got home, then we watched it again when I got home. It was sad.
CardY: It was.
Nater: Why did he want to?
CardY: Prob. to see what he missed.
"Now in honor of Wilvy`s new engagement, we must toast him!"
"I don`t think that came out right." Maja commented.
Vicky rolled her eyes, "Oh Maja!"
"We are going to sing you a song."
"Guys..."
Maja "No buts Bill! It`s good, I promise."
"Ready?" Ryland asked as he led Will to a chair off the stage.
GabeyBaby: As ready as he`ll ever be.
All
There's always something
in the way
There's always something
getting through
but it's not me
it's You
Ryan walked forward, eyes meeting Will`s as he sang
Sometimes ignorance
rings true
but hope is not in
what I know
not in me
it's in You
All
It's all I know
It's all I know
It's all I know
StumpMan: They`re making him cry!
BigP: :(
GabeyBaby: Happy tears, Trick and Pete. They`re happy tears.
Ryland and Ryan
I find peace when
I'm confused
I find hope when
I'm let down
not in me
but in You
it's in you
Vicky and Maja came forward next, blowing kisses to the still crying Will.
I hope to lose myself
for good
I hope to find it in the end
not in me ... me
in You
Maja
in You
Vicky
in You
All
It's all I know
It's all I know
It's all I know
Vicky
in You
in You
Maja
its in You
its in You
Ryan
There's always something in the way
there's always something getting through
All
but it's not me
it's You
it's You
it's You ....
StumpMan: That was beautiful. Another Will song to add.
AlEx: We should make a list called 'Will`s songs'.
GabeyBaby: I agree.
BigP: Idea!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ChiZZlet: Oh snap, here we go again...
BigP: We should make a Will CD.
GabeyBaby: That`s actually not a bad idea. Maybe we can do it for Xmas?
QurikB: THAT`S AWSOME!
"Guys, that`s amazing. Thank you." Will half sobbed and whispered as he climbed the stairs to the stage. "Thank you."
"Hon, we love you. It`s a simple thing we would do for you!" Vicky said, hugging him.
"I know those our happy tears, Will, but please stop. You`ll make me let loose!' Maja teased.
"That`s a wrap people! Now let`s go get some pizza!" Ryan screamed.
"Yay!"
BigP: Ok everyone, don`t forgot to write a song for Will for his Xmas Cd.
StumpMan: And we need pics. New, amazing pics of him that are G-rated (looks at Pete and Gabe)
GabeyBaby: What? Why you looking at me?
StumpMan: TAI can you keep him busy?
ChiZZlet: Ya. We`re recording in a few weeks.
StumpMan: Amazing. Now write your songs, get pics and keep this a serect.
BigP: Bye Guys!
Nater: Bye guys!
CardY: Peace out homies!
ChiZZlet: Chiz out!
SiSbussiness: Nite homes.
GabeyBaby: Since I`m the last to be gone, May the Cobra bless ya! Haha...Patrick hates it when I say that.