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Okay, im not in the best mood right now...then again when i write in this thing im usually not. I don't know. I just feel like crying. Im tired, and i just want someone to tell me everything will turn out alright. The littlest things are bothering me, and i just don't know if i can handle having anxiety attacks anymore. I want to be able to be like everyone else. i mean poeple are going to clubs and drinking and i dont know if i can. like im such a stick in the mudd. I finally broke up with my boyfriend. He didn't take it as well as i'd originally hoped. He wants to be friends, but i don't know its just weird. Like what if i didnt do the right thing. maybe if i had just given him ONE more chance to redeem himself everything would be great...well Sammy is here so i have to work see yall soon