Mar 08, 2007 18:43
I'm sick. And right before spring break! I'm sitting here in the library for study hours wasting my life away UGH! I have packing to do and sleep to catch up on. Schoool makes me sick. Getting a 4.0 this semester probably wont be happening. I'm depressed. My exbf wants nothing to do with me anymore.. I still love him even though I dont want to be with him. Why can't men just be nornal about things? They complicate everything uneccesarily! I wish these people next to me would study their books and not EACH OTHER! This is a library not a bedroom! Christ! People have no tact these days. I'm just mad at the world, I guess. I'm really surprisingly not stressed bout any of this. I just want to be in my bed right now and not in the library watching people make babies. Hopefully after this spring break, everyhting will be a lot better. Hopefully I will be refreshed and ready to put 100% into everything. Spring Break should be a good and relaxing time.. I am staying with the lovely ladies of 3Some! I love those girls. :) I miss my pharmacist alot! He's got me hooked like crack.. but he'll never know. "Give the dick to her once, got her hooked like crack" LOL Song lyrics, people. Don't freak out. hehe. I am in the process of becoming something wonderful... look out! I miss everyone from back home! Especially the girls who are still holding it down at Fort Myers High School!!!! You girls better be gooood! (Especially you ANNA !) I'm gunna take a nap now..in the library lol..
love, ressa