Summer B..
Summer B Term is coming to a close. I have so much work to do in my writing class. It's a headache. I like college, but I miss home. I miss my bed, my mommy, my bests, everything. I miss my car, I miss driving down our main road, I miss the smell of my neighborhood. I miss laying in Will's bed with him all day. I miss it all. I am ready to go home for a week or so. I am almost eighteen. I can't believe that. I remember the days when 18 seemed so old.. what happened to those days? We all have to grow up and I've waited for this all my life, but now that its here I am little weary. I told Will that I only have a week left of being a kid. I act like a child so much of the time.. and then I'm an adult too.. I'm somewhere stuck between a woman and a child. But what he said is true..I can still be a kid sometimes.. age is just a number. =) I like being on my own and making my own decisions but sometimes I feel like I have too much responsibility. and I just want to crawl into my mommy's arms. William and I are going on 7 months. I love that boy more than life itself. Every thing in life is changing but its good.. I feel like I am so much more grown up that I was in highschool. There is only a couple months of difference but I just feel like I am maturing and becoming who I am. One bad thing is.. I don't know what I want to do with my life. Trophy Wife and MILF biaaatch =) peace. Ressa