AM Birthday Dreams!
Oh my heart hurts. I dreamed about lots of people in the space between my alarm and actually getting up this morning, but all I can remember now is Lark and Megan. Being silly and immature and laughing with Megan, kicking her butt, and swinging, and there were all these people around but I didn't care, I was just happy to be swinging and kicking and giggling with Meg.
And I was at Lark's house, hug hug huuuugging. You know how you can sort of half-way feel affection in dreams? Well my dreams work that way. But I could TOTALLY AND FULLY FEEL THE HUG, and even in the dream (which I wasn't ..fully aware of being a dream, I wanted to keep hugging her, because, hey I can totally feel this!
And then it got kind of scary when Lark and I were going to swim at this beautiful natural space, but she was working as a lifeguard or something there. We split up at the woods (she ran up them to get her gear, I dropped my cell phone and ran to the water with my school keys (ftw) so I could pee). It was an incredibly natural space so I had to pee in the water (uhoh) but there were all these kids and families in the lake/whatever it was. So I swam around in the water, pee'd (sorry), and suddenly remembered I didn't have my phone...I'd been gone trying to for longer than I should have...could I get back to the forest and find Lark before she arrived and we were lost (from each other? It sounds lame now, but I was panicked)
So I pulled up out of the water at the stairs (suddenly it's not as natural as before) and as my head lifted out of the water, I shouted "LARK!" and some lifeguard who looked like Megan Fox gave me a look. I opened up my school key ID case, maybe my phone was in there, and it was ripping slightly..my library card was falling out, and I was suddenly getting bleary eyed and light headed and scared and then, "Rach! Here you--are you okay?" and I had to sit, and try to explain and she was like, "That was you who yelled my name?"
And I was relieved but still kind of woozy, and all of a sudden had this terrible vision, like a movie trailer, about Lark and I (in a movie?) with catholic school skirts and Jason masks on, going around Lark's housing trying to keep her mom and Colleen from splitting up..BY KILLING THEM??! or at the very least threatening to bring them bodily harm! It was, an AWEFUL sight. At this point I knew it was a dream, and felt sick, and tried to wake up, but wanted to hug Lark first, and kick Megan's booty again, but then I was awake in bed, trying to get the image of chasing P and C through their house out of my head.
I left my room, and Rose told me not to go into the kitchen. She also wouldn't let me wake up/chill in her room. I'm in the living room watching The Break Up on t.v with Kelly. She let me in the kitchen now :)
Looking forward to a low-key birthday. Sushi and studying with Kel and Jane, workout at the Ray, dinner (and whatever chocolatey thing Kelly is making!), and DEFIANCE!! :)
And finally, THANK YOU
wildmagelet, for the virtual gift and lovely message. ♥ I'm thrilled that you'll be around LJ more, I have a big schpeel in reply to your last post, it's coming, it's coming. :D
And I was at Lark's house, hug hug huuuugging. You know how you can sort of half-way feel affection in dreams? Well my dreams work that way. But I could TOTALLY AND FULLY FEEL THE HUG, and even in the dream (which I wasn't ..fully aware of being a dream, I wanted to keep hugging her, because, hey I can totally feel this!
And then it got kind of scary when Lark and I were going to swim at this beautiful natural space, but she was working as a lifeguard or something there. We split up at the woods (she ran up them to get her gear, I dropped my cell phone and ran to the water with my school keys (ftw) so I could pee). It was an incredibly natural space so I had to pee in the water (uhoh) but there were all these kids and families in the lake/whatever it was. So I swam around in the water, pee'd (sorry), and suddenly remembered I didn't have my phone...I'd been gone trying to for longer than I should have...could I get back to the forest and find Lark before she arrived and we were lost (from each other? It sounds lame now, but I was panicked)
So I pulled up out of the water at the stairs (suddenly it's not as natural as before) and as my head lifted out of the water, I shouted "LARK!" and some lifeguard who looked like Megan Fox gave me a look. I opened up my school key ID case, maybe my phone was in there, and it was ripping slightly..my library card was falling out, and I was suddenly getting bleary eyed and light headed and scared and then, "Rach! Here you--are you okay?" and I had to sit, and try to explain and she was like, "That was you who yelled my name?"
And I was relieved but still kind of woozy, and all of a sudden had this terrible vision, like a movie trailer, about Lark and I (in a movie?) with catholic school skirts and Jason masks on, going around Lark's housing trying to keep her mom and Colleen from splitting up..BY KILLING THEM??! or at the very least threatening to bring them bodily harm! It was, an AWEFUL sight. At this point I knew it was a dream, and felt sick, and tried to wake up, but wanted to hug Lark first, and kick Megan's booty again, but then I was awake in bed, trying to get the image of chasing P and C through their house out of my head.
I left my room, and Rose told me not to go into the kitchen. She also wouldn't let me wake up/chill in her room. I'm in the living room watching The Break Up on t.v with Kelly. She let me in the kitchen now :)
Looking forward to a low-key birthday. Sushi and studying with Kel and Jane, workout at the Ray, dinner (and whatever chocolatey thing Kelly is making!), and DEFIANCE!! :)
And finally, THANK YOU
wildmagelet, for the virtual gift and lovely message. ♥ I'm thrilled that you'll be around LJ more, I have a big schpeel in reply to your last post, it's coming, it's coming. :D