May 07, 2005 10:05
i was told that i am too smart to be a blonde. i should stop saying "i
can be such a blonde" because i have a good head on my shoulders, and i
have to act to be a blonde. therefore, i should not call myself a
blonde. i think he was angling for something. i don't know what.
anyway. all done. i still have to write some papers, and i still don't
want to. but i am slowly becoming more motivated. i need to discover
exactly what date the papers are due for certain on. sofar, the only
date that i have is wed, 5/13/05. that date does not exist. so i have
to find out what date it truely is that they want to papers on. i feel
like i am beating my keyboard. i am hitting the keys with lots of
force. it's almost like my fingers are stronger than i thought them to
be. those chinese balls really help, if this is the result. my fingers
are stronger and more limber than ever before. and to think - it's all
because i was playing with balls*. i guess the balls were a good
investment. now that my fingers are stronger and can move faster, it
will be possible to play certain instruments better, simply because my
fingers are in better shape. it would be interesting to discover, but i
both have papers to write, and i have knots in my shoulders and back to
worry about before i can play bagpipes again. no, that's incorrect. i
just need time that is not taken up by school and/or work. having
fingers that do not have blocked chiwill help, though. time to play with balls some more.
* Chinese medicine balls. they are very relaxing to play with. they make soft clinking noises.
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