i hate stalkers
stalker number 2 decided that he had to walk with me to class today.
this guy is a real bore. and he always invades my space. i have tried
to indicate that i need a bigger personal bubble than he leaves me
(namely by moving), but he just moves, too. today i went a little out
of character. i told him that he was pushing me into on coming traffic.
and he still didn't get the hint. and we were both going to the same
building, and he was going to be in the classroom right below the one
that i was going to, so ditching him alng the route wasn't a viable
option. i know that i know his name, but i canno think of it right now,
so it just makes it creepy. if he keeps it up, i may have to bump him
into the stalker number one possition. why does this happen to me? why
do i get so many stalkers? and if its because i smile too much, then i
say tough! i'm not giving up smiling just because i have too many
stalkers. i will just have to learn how to be rude. but i hate being
rude because it is so, well, rude. its mean. every time i have to be
rude to someone to make then back off, i feel like a little peice of me
has died and i will never get it back. i guess the only solution is to
find a way to not attract stalkers while i keep smiling and not being
rude. I know!!!! bodyguards!! i need bodyguards! and i already have to
prototype in mind. a TRN, regency-era nobleman. that should do nicely.
;-)