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Between the weather and my own stupidity, i've been horrible to myself. I woke up this morning with an incredible headache beating at me, I was cold and didn't want to leave the warmth of my bed, so i curled up for another hour. it was good for me. i needed it. woke up for the second time, all i wanted to do was take a shower and get warm. i stumble to the bathroom, i'm in the doorway. fuzzy looks annoyed. here i am, in pain, needing to take care of some stuff. so what do i do? i'm, for all intents and purposes, in the bathroom. what do i do? i give it up. i let her have it. do i get a "thanks" or even an acknowledgement of the fact that i'm a person? no. nothing. i feel like poo that was run over by an 18-wheeler. and apparently i'm not even worthy of being veiwed as human. apparently i'm dirt to be walked all over. well, that stands to reason, considering the rollercoaster my life has been taking recently