GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i don't know whether to cry, kick the boy, shake him, kiss him, slap him, or hug him.
i'm currently leaning toward murder.
why, you ask?
well, i've been concerned for him, like any friend would be. i've tried im-ing him. a bunch of us called him. i haven't yet gone to email, because the times that i have, he hasn't responded. the last time that i, personally, called him on the phone, it was for his birthday, but it was weird. really, really, really weird.
today, the family and i were watching a movie. well, my computer was on, next to me, and a few minutes into the movie, i hear the "bidoop!" of an incoming message. i choose to ignore it. i should have answered. it was guess who: "Figured I'd say Hi, but it seems you aren't around..."
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
of course i'd be around for him. he should know that. it's such a self-defeating attitude. it's exactly what he does when he is getting depressed. of course, i didn't answer. see why i want to cry? i worry for him. i know what he went through freshmen year. i'm terribly concerned for him. but i can't let it rule me, because i need to take care of myself, my schooling, my life.
what do i do about him? well, there's not much that i can do. he needs to live his life, i need to live mine. but i care about him, i worry about him. i pray that he won't be depressed again. i pray that he knows that i care about him,
~~~~~~~~~~~one hour later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i don't know how much i'm going to sleep tonight. my stomache didn't like what i ate at the games today. it's going to keep me up for a while. did you know that you can take up to 4 antacids at a time? as long as you don't go over 16 in a 24hr period, you are ok. according to the box. if ever there was a night for insomnia, i guess this is it.
i'm currently leaning toward murder.
why, you ask?
well, i've been concerned for him, like any friend would be. i've tried im-ing him. a bunch of us called him. i haven't yet gone to email, because the times that i have, he hasn't responded. the last time that i, personally, called him on the phone, it was for his birthday, but it was weird. really, really, really weird.
today, the family and i were watching a movie. well, my computer was on, next to me, and a few minutes into the movie, i hear the "bidoop!" of an incoming message. i choose to ignore it. i should have answered. it was guess who: "Figured I'd say Hi, but it seems you aren't around..."
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
of course i'd be around for him. he should know that. it's such a self-defeating attitude. it's exactly what he does when he is getting depressed. of course, i didn't answer. see why i want to cry? i worry for him. i know what he went through freshmen year. i'm terribly concerned for him. but i can't let it rule me, because i need to take care of myself, my schooling, my life.
what do i do about him? well, there's not much that i can do. he needs to live his life, i need to live mine. but i care about him, i worry about him. i pray that he won't be depressed again. i pray that he knows that i care about him,
~~~~~~~~~~~one hour later~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
i don't know how much i'm going to sleep tonight. my stomache didn't like what i ate at the games today. it's going to keep me up for a while. did you know that you can take up to 4 antacids at a time? as long as you don't go over 16 in a 24hr period, you are ok. according to the box. if ever there was a night for insomnia, i guess this is it.