papa's prediction
so, who knows specifically what papa's prediction was? honestly, i want to know if people know. because i think that it has come true, unless, of course, the person knows what the prediction was, and therefore is able to work around it, ignore it, or otherwise compromise the normal response. i just need to observe a little more. i need to know that the prediction is true, and there need to be a few more signs first. yeah, yeah, i know. i'm being overly cautious. i have good reason to be.
one fear at a time, though. this wekend i am not facing my fear of relationships. i'm facing the other debilitating fear of mine. when people ask me why i don't drink, i'd like to have a better response than "because i choose not to" or "i'm afraid". granted, those responses are respected, but i want to be able to say "i choose not to because i don't like the sensation" or even "i tried it; i now choose not to drink". it is a much stronger statement than "i'm too scared to drink". anyway, so i am facing that fear this weekend.
my computer wants to be updated. poor thing. it wants me to restart it so that it can finish the process. well, i guess i can give in.
one fear at a time, though. this wekend i am not facing my fear of relationships. i'm facing the other debilitating fear of mine. when people ask me why i don't drink, i'd like to have a better response than "because i choose not to" or "i'm afraid". granted, those responses are respected, but i want to be able to say "i choose not to because i don't like the sensation" or even "i tried it; i now choose not to drink". it is a much stronger statement than "i'm too scared to drink". anyway, so i am facing that fear this weekend.
my computer wants to be updated. poor thing. it wants me to restart it so that it can finish the process. well, i guess i can give in.