bored
bored, bored, bored, bored
oh, i am so bored
bored, bored, bored, bored
i am very bored
and my foot just decided that it would be fun to cramp. it decides this every so often. like whenever my diet changes. as it did today at lunch. i actually had, say, a decent lunch.
see, with many girls i know, have them eat a meal with a guy, and all of a sudden they lose their appetite. they just cannot fathom having a guy watch them eat. i eat better when eating with a guy friend. when it's just me by myself, or teresa and me, or breakfast in commons, i'll eat a few bites of this, a few bites of that, and leave because i can't eat any more of it. whenever i am eating with a guy friend, i will eat more, because i don't want said friend worrying about whether or not i am eating enough.
so, yeah. conclusion: if people are worried about me/my eating (which is healthy, when i am relying on my own food, and not commons), just have one of my friends ask me to a meal. i'll eat. i'll eat like a horse, as long as the food i am ingesting is healthy.
good Lord, i've become like all the women in my family. worried about food. not good. i don't obsess when i am at home. of course, at home, i actually have good food all the time. between mom, dad (for certain things), sheila, colleen, and myself, i am always well and healthily fed at home. here, i am not, and i begin obsessing. note to self: when i get out on my own, keep cooking!!!!!!!!!!!
oh, i am so bored
bored, bored, bored, bored
i am very bored
and my foot just decided that it would be fun to cramp. it decides this every so often. like whenever my diet changes. as it did today at lunch. i actually had, say, a decent lunch.
see, with many girls i know, have them eat a meal with a guy, and all of a sudden they lose their appetite. they just cannot fathom having a guy watch them eat. i eat better when eating with a guy friend. when it's just me by myself, or teresa and me, or breakfast in commons, i'll eat a few bites of this, a few bites of that, and leave because i can't eat any more of it. whenever i am eating with a guy friend, i will eat more, because i don't want said friend worrying about whether or not i am eating enough.
so, yeah. conclusion: if people are worried about me/my eating (which is healthy, when i am relying on my own food, and not commons), just have one of my friends ask me to a meal. i'll eat. i'll eat like a horse, as long as the food i am ingesting is healthy.
good Lord, i've become like all the women in my family. worried about food. not good. i don't obsess when i am at home. of course, at home, i actually have good food all the time. between mom, dad (for certain things), sheila, colleen, and myself, i am always well and healthily fed at home. here, i am not, and i begin obsessing. note to self: when i get out on my own, keep cooking!!!!!!!!!!!