Feb 25, 2006 21:48
im in limbo right now, not really happy, but not really sad either, its an weird feeling.
i sat here for an hour and thought about what to write
should i touch on how my life's been? no, not tonite
I feel good, I'm talking with a slight grin
the capsules dissolve, I'm not sure what'll happen.the room might spin
the lights dim and and i close my eyes
i feel light as i approach the sky
I don't really care what happens next, goodbye
I woke up in an armchair
bells ringing, i forgot i had my alarm there
7am was the time that i woke up and rinsed my face off
im back in the chair by 8am sleeping and now the whole day's lost
when i was conscience again it was dusk and the moon was rising
it was surprisng to learn i slept the day away without realizing
Night is once again upon me
there are so many familiar faces. "Hi" i say calmly
i feel the embrace of a woman and see her face has a smile
she disengages, i feel the urge to chase her for a while
"GOT YOU" i playfully sing once my hands are around her waste
she smells like an angel and she whispers "let's leave this place"
she grabs my hand and starts to tug gently
i start to wonder "what lured me in? it was surely the hug she lent me
or maybe it was the drugs she sent me" the reason doesnt matter much now
she closes the distance between our faces
"she's nervous, i can feel her heart as it races"
her lips meet mine in an explosion of lust
leaving all other past loves fading from erosion to dust
there's passion in her lips, each kiss brings along a rush
she looks at me with fire in her eyes
her soul burning like mine, our hearts collide, there are no lies
when you speak in the language of love
I'm by myself when the new day shines down
"melissa?" i inquire as i look around
i finally determine that she has left me
it was only that night she was mine lying next to me
oh well i kind of really feel like sleeping and
It's no big deal, I'll find her again next weekend.
yeah i was really bored tonite, so i wrote that. Ugh im tired im going to bed