I *did* fuck up.

[clanky_b]

But it's amazing what a chat with someone can do for you. If it wasn't for her I wouldn't have bothered to get in touch with the organisation again. I was *very* lucky to be given a second chance which I've accepted.

I know I've done the right thing. i fee so good about this that I *know* this job was meant to be mine. I can't believe I made the mistake to turn it down in the first place.