Hello there the angel from my nightmare..
I was going to write about a whole feeling that I have at the moment, but then I found it useless because it doesnt make sense nor does it do me any better to type it. Because its a feeling I Hate having. One that Ive gotten time and time again but can only go away with the simple means of having to forget. And then remember..
Nothing is good anymore, at the moment. Im in delirium which is the only thing that can help me hold a smile. sounds pathetic, and so teenage life like. You would never know. but its so much more than that. And too much to handle all at once, but I do.
I hate crying
I love hanging out with people I havent seen in awhile but still mean so much to you because they've always been there, even if there not right there beside you everyday. Its always a good conversation when you can tell someone you havent spoken too in months, things you would probably never tell anyone else.
I Guess Im Just
Scared
Nothing is good anymore, at the moment. Im in delirium which is the only thing that can help me hold a smile. sounds pathetic, and so teenage life like. You would never know. but its so much more than that. And too much to handle all at once, but I do.
I hate crying
I love hanging out with people I havent seen in awhile but still mean so much to you because they've always been there, even if there not right there beside you everyday. Its always a good conversation when you can tell someone you havent spoken too in months, things you would probably never tell anyone else.
I Guess Im Just
Scared