"you can't buy love, you can't sell feelings"
whoaaa never thought Id update this thing again..its been that long I think, or at least seems like it...
well for the most part Ive lost 3 things in the past week, even though this thing hasent been updated in longer than that.
My Car, My Phone, And My health!!
but hopefully by the end of this week all of them will be regained back. Ive felt like in some state of delirium the past week because everything is just spinning around me in circles of craziness...Situations going up and down like whoa....maybe its just the nyquill, but really..It has...
Besides the fact that Ive been coughing up my organs and using over 50000 tissues a day, and not having hardley any strength in my body for the past 3 days, everything has been alright..or right now is beginning to become back to alright.
Im starting to feel better, I can smell and taste now..and I should be getting my new car by friday, and as for my phone, Fuck you AT&T, get your system straight you dfhuisdhfudkjs'ers!!!!!, but that may be resolved tomorrow hopefully...
Also.. I love my parents more than you can explain, Its hard to say how much I appreciate them. The past few days being home and the effort they have put twards in the past few days really hits me hard to heart. With my car, being sick..everything. But Of course I always love them, Always appreciate them, but Actually being home and spending time with them the past 3/4 days beacause Ive been sick, really makes it come alive. I cant really explain it, but they really do everything I need for me, It may sound very sentimental, but its very true!.
but then again, on a bad note, I got my SAT scores. FUCK. is all I have to say about that. Ive never been a good big test taker, never will be, I am seriously embarassed by my score. I am PRAYING that I will do better on my ACTS, and I know that will only happen if I work at it. I am beginning to really hate the idea of College. I tried to start early so I wouldnt be so behind, but now thats all I am. I feel like just giving up!. I hate that feeling. But its only me causing it and it sucks. I need to get in gear soon. And after seeing my SAT scores, I feel its all worthless anyways!. I hate negativity!!, so I really gotta start doing something about it...
I really cant believe how fast this Year is flying by. Its amazing. Its already Thanksgiving break in a day, and it seems like senior year just started. Who ever said senior year flys by..was right.
For thanksgiving break, I plan to Work (I finally got a raise!! wooo), and relax, and Actually SEE My friends that I havent gotten to hang out with in what has probably only been a few days but seems like Forever!!.
I miss them, I miss alot of things.
welppp I guess im done with my Blabbbering for awhile, hopefully by the next time I update everything will be back on track to the way I like it! WOOO
well for the most part Ive lost 3 things in the past week, even though this thing hasent been updated in longer than that.
My Car, My Phone, And My health!!
but hopefully by the end of this week all of them will be regained back. Ive felt like in some state of delirium the past week because everything is just spinning around me in circles of craziness...Situations going up and down like whoa....maybe its just the nyquill, but really..It has...
Besides the fact that Ive been coughing up my organs and using over 50000 tissues a day, and not having hardley any strength in my body for the past 3 days, everything has been alright..or right now is beginning to become back to alright.
Im starting to feel better, I can smell and taste now..and I should be getting my new car by friday, and as for my phone, Fuck you AT&T, get your system straight you dfhuisdhfudkjs'ers!!!!!, but that may be resolved tomorrow hopefully...
Also.. I love my parents more than you can explain, Its hard to say how much I appreciate them. The past few days being home and the effort they have put twards in the past few days really hits me hard to heart. With my car, being sick..everything. But Of course I always love them, Always appreciate them, but Actually being home and spending time with them the past 3/4 days beacause Ive been sick, really makes it come alive. I cant really explain it, but they really do everything I need for me, It may sound very sentimental, but its very true!.
but then again, on a bad note, I got my SAT scores. FUCK. is all I have to say about that. Ive never been a good big test taker, never will be, I am seriously embarassed by my score. I am PRAYING that I will do better on my ACTS, and I know that will only happen if I work at it. I am beginning to really hate the idea of College. I tried to start early so I wouldnt be so behind, but now thats all I am. I feel like just giving up!. I hate that feeling. But its only me causing it and it sucks. I need to get in gear soon. And after seeing my SAT scores, I feel its all worthless anyways!. I hate negativity!!, so I really gotta start doing something about it...
I really cant believe how fast this Year is flying by. Its amazing. Its already Thanksgiving break in a day, and it seems like senior year just started. Who ever said senior year flys by..was right.
For thanksgiving break, I plan to Work (I finally got a raise!! wooo), and relax, and Actually SEE My friends that I havent gotten to hang out with in what has probably only been a few days but seems like Forever!!.
I miss them, I miss alot of things.
welppp I guess im done with my Blabbbering for awhile, hopefully by the next time I update everything will be back on track to the way I like it! WOOO