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i wonder what exactly i was thinking. i can't figure myself out.
i have this hunger for books that verges on obsession. if i don't have a book in front of me most of the time, i THINK. and everyone knows that really THINKING will drive a person crazy. that's why people get into such crazy shit, right? so they won't THINK? right.
so i guess i can't really wonder at what i was THINKING. i need some things for reasons unrelated to their purpose. i can at least pull wool over my eyes during the intervals where THINKING takes a back seat.
it won't last. it just won't last. and 'last' is a very important word to me, on every level.
a lot of things won't last. some will. but a lot won't. i guess it really is all about fate. fate in the making.
i have this hunger for books that verges on obsession. if i don't have a book in front of me most of the time, i THINK. and everyone knows that really THINKING will drive a person crazy. that's why people get into such crazy shit, right? so they won't THINK? right.
so i guess i can't really wonder at what i was THINKING. i need some things for reasons unrelated to their purpose. i can at least pull wool over my eyes during the intervals where THINKING takes a back seat.
it won't last. it just won't last. and 'last' is a very important word to me, on every level.
a lot of things won't last. some will. but a lot won't. i guess it really is all about fate. fate in the making.