Take us away from here, protect us from further harm.
Things I want to say to you, but I know I never will:
I just want you to tell me: all those times that you made it seem like you wanted me (and still do), are they unintentional? Because as much as I pretend it doesn't really matter, it kinda does. It hurts. I just need you to tell me I read you wrong. That it was all me, and that I was a stupid little girl for believing that what I interpreted was the truth, and thinking myself special enough to deserve that attention.
I did like you, and I only let myself into it because I thought maybe you wanted me back. I know I should tell you how I feel, what with leaving and starting over again, but I can't bring myself to do it. Because what if you say it was unintentional?
I just want you to tell me: all those times that you made it seem like you wanted me (and still do), are they unintentional? Because as much as I pretend it doesn't really matter, it kinda does. It hurts. I just need you to tell me I read you wrong. That it was all me, and that I was a stupid little girl for believing that what I interpreted was the truth, and thinking myself special enough to deserve that attention.
I did like you, and I only let myself into it because I thought maybe you wanted me back. I know I should tell you how I feel, what with leaving and starting over again, but I can't bring myself to do it. Because what if you say it was unintentional?