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There’s something unsettling about this world and I never liked it one bit, even though I have been here for quite a while. Infinity is the name and there are certainly many infinite things about this place, but among those that truly stand out are the shadowy elements that permeate the entire land, infesting local areas and alleyways even in the daytime. People who have lived here far longer than I have had said that this modernistic world wasn’t always like this - that there used to be security and the well-being of safety. Until illegal activities became the norms rather than being kept in the undergrounds that was. They say that the Mafia operates Infinity on many levels, even deep into the recesses of private homes and establishments, which I personally loathe for many reasons. Corruption, oh how I even hate that word in itself. I see it everywhere in all facets of Infinity. Crimes are on the rise and greed for money and power is affecting all sectors of the corporate world. So too have police brutality been corrupt because of these mechanisms in society. Nothing makes my blood boil more than innocent people being committed of wrongdoing or getting caught in the schemes of the real evil masterminds, and if it weren’t for my duties that chain me to where I am now and what I must do, I would personally beat the shit out of those bastards if it means more people could be spared from the tortures of running away from everything they have got going in their lives, because god knows I have known and witness so many cases.
Including my partner who feels the same just as much as I do, who had fled our place one day without my knowledge or goddamn permission (not that I would ever give it) for fear of the local authorities. Idiot. I know it is so otherwise - being completely innocent that is - and now I’m on the prowl to get my partner back and knock some sense once and for all.
I’m finally able to deal with the corruption going on in Infinity with all the twisted and pervasive tactics being employed on the mass without caving in to personal hell. I can and have and am still. But when my partner left me with only one note that said, “Because I can’t bring harm to you or anyone else anymore,” that was the last straw. The one person, the one thing in my entire life I thought I had something to hold onto in spite of the state of the world is now outside of my protection and control, and even though I swear I will never give up on searching, I have begun to feel myself getting lost and trapped in the spiral of corruption and despair. No, I didn’t turn to violence or crime or something equally ludicrous and one I absolutely loathe in the first place. Instead I have been turning to my new best friend by its familiar name of alcohol, with all its sharp and sweet, bitter and comforting tastes and mind numbing qualities. It’s stupid of me and I am aware of it, but I still drink moderately as to not get completely drunk and so numb to the point I lose grip on reality and everything I seek out to do and promises to keep.
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